Not being able to have kids is literally killing me inside. Being told I'll never be a mom, hurts. Watching all my friends go through their pregnancies and love on their little ones, hurts. Maybe I'm just bitter. Or maybe I'm still healing.
One of my close friends also has lupus but shes been cleared to have a healthy pregnancy... for whatever reason, I was told I would most likely miscarry any and all pregnancies. I'm still hurting over the news.
All I've ever wanted in life was a family of my own, to be pregnant one day and build a live with my little one. Being told that'll never happen cuts deeper than I would have ever imagined. I was told back in November, and I'm still reeling.
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