Stand

#Bipolar 1 #Anxiety #Depression #PTSD #CPTSD #Isolation #Suicide ideation # 1 time self harm #Stand up comedy for mh. # clowning for MH, public speaking for MH, fought for peer support in my county. # peer lounge waiting for appointments, # 3 housing projects put up while I was active in the community.

For feeling, faulty falsifications, of emotions in mind/
Doomed eternally to feel intensely, cry all the time/
For fearing abandonment, and feeling lonely in my rhymes/
What did I do to deserve this, what was my crime/
The society invalidates my emotions, call me crazy/
No one cares about my feeling, call me a crybaby/
They have no remorse, no compassion, in ways thee/
Ignore my cries, my blood stains and call me lazy/
But goddamn I'ma stand up, and spit in their face/
Take the charge like I'ma battery in the right place/
Fright races through my heart, but tell 'em to brace/
'Cause I've had enough, I'ma say something laced/
With poison powerful produced in pouches of Chimera/
So tell 'em to prepare a rhyme as tight as a this/
Share a address, where a fool like you can take a diss/
Dismissed by emotions, now feel the wraith of death's kiss.

#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Depression #Anxiety #Stand #MentalHealth #MightyPoets