strugglingstudent

So I wrote linear algebra this morning. The flare has been building up since last week though, but my body just couldnt hold on any longer since after the test. Now everything hurts, especially my chest and joints (writing sucks right now), the infection (11th time this year for absolutely no reason) is getting worse and I can barely keep my eyes open to continue studying. I have been trying to just do damadge control and keep my stress levels under control, ie. leaving what I can and minimizing what needs to be done and how well. We are writing statistics tomorrow, investment management the day after and then applied maths and economic worldviews back to back on Friday. Please send some cheery motivational quotes to help keep me going. All my friends are super stressed out as well and they dont need my stupid sickness affecting them as well. I mean I wish I didnt have to deal with it now too, so I am just giving them a breather. Tanks guys! #strugglingstudent #actuarialscience #TryingToStayPositive #Stressedout #getittogetherbody

Had the exact symptoms of a heart attack today, not to mention a heart rate of 44bpm. I felt like I was dying and the docters told me to come in immediately when I phoned them. Turns out my heart is fine and they have no clue what it was that made me so, dizzy, nauseus, breathless and in pain. They said it might just be anxiety, which has never been like this before, or it could just be yet another flare up. I needed to study for the upcoming exams.... 5 in 4 days. And this screwed it all up. Can my body just f#%king pull it together for a week please!! #Lupus #Fybromyalgia #Gastritis #Mitralvalveprolapse #Costochondritis #braininvolvement #strugglingstudent #atleastitwasntaheartattack