I want to be able to exercise to aid in losing weight but during and after then the next morning-it hurts like hell. I am tired of the body shaming and subtle fat jabs by some of my family members. The pain is so hendering.
#ChronicPain
##tiredofthepain
I feel so sick today. I feel like I just can't go on. My stomach is in knots and I have been only getting 3 to 4 hours of sleep per night. I keep telling my family that I am tired both mentally and physically. They keep saying they know. I don't think they realize how bad I just want everything to be over. I cry before, during and after work. I cry every time I come here to post. I see nothing positive in my life. I see more pain, disappointments, worry, fear, dread, let downs and the list goes on. I'm tired of being me, being embarrassed, working in pain. I'm too smart to be in this position. I earned a Master's through most of my pain and now here I am working in more pain. I have this feeling in my mouth. I don't want to eat. I don't want to conduct business. I need out of this town right now. I'm tired. I'm losing control. I need help. I just want this to be over. I'm tired of crying and telling people how tired I am. I'm nothing more than a loser. I suck at living. I'm ready for this to be over. #SuicidalIdeation #ChronicPain #BackPain #tiredoffighting #tiredofthepain #scared #Overit
Hi everyone! I’m new here and have been dealing with intense chronic pain since my 20s. I also deal with debilitating anxiety and depression, which has only gotten worse in this last year. I’m a receiving addict so pain medication just isn’t an option for me. Looking for help or at the very least people who can truly understand me. #Imnewhere #ChronicPain #tiredofthepain #Sobriety
I ask because my mom is being a little judgy about the new meds. I just want a good night of sleep. I hope Zoloft is the answer.
Am soo weird and I hate it. I just wanna be normal and live my life! #Fuckanxiety #Fuckeverything #tiredofthepain
How to I ignore social media but not be out of the loop? #Socialmediaisaburden
Even why I try to open up to those around me.. sometimes I feel like I’m constantly being judged or still just misunderstood. My husband though.. I opened up to him and it’s like he’s annoyed that I feel this way. I didn’t choose to be this way, you didn’t choose to be this way. It’s tough.. but do not let others destroy any progress you’ve made for yourself, or make you question your worth. I can’t tell you how easy it is to give that advice.. but to accept that for myself... I don’t feel like I deserve that worth. I cannot stand talking to him because he leaves me confused.. questioning if I even have an illness. But I do. And pretending that I don’t all the time.. is exhausting. So please.. if this sounds like you, don’t brush it off.. the moment you decide to recognize this, is the moment it gets THAT much easier. Be strong, you DO deserve happiness. You have an illness, BUT don’t let it define you. Don’t let OTHERS define who you are.. because you ARE beautiful!
#CheckInWithMe #tiredofthepain
I feel like I’m moving in slow motion. All I want to do is sleep. Everything is such a task...everything.
I’m just saying and doing everything that everyone wants to hear. I mean that’s what they expect. It’s easier for everyone else. Everyone is going through shit. So what I feel right now is so irrelevant. I’m walking alone. Empty.
I did so well today. I hid it better than I have in months.
No one really cares. They cared in the beginning. Now, it’s just old news.
Took 3 hours to get out of bed today 😭 and it still feels like someone is kicking me in my back. Back to my mat for a while 🔥
At least my plans for today were to stay home 🥳
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