A Snapshot of Chronic Fatigue
Chronic Fatigue sucks guys. Like it really sucks.
I'm on vacation and supposed to be having a good relaxing time. My family is big on hiking so we've done 2 hikes so far.
On the first hike I had to be carried part of the way and nearly passed out multiple times. I then got home and proceeded to sleep for over 10 hours, missing out on all the fun activities my family was doing.
On the second hike I had to stop and rest so many times, my energy levels dropping to zero. The picture above is when we finally made it to the top of the hike, but I was too tired to even enjoy the view. All I could think about was going home and sleeping. I also had to be carried on this hike. When I got home I went and slept 10+ hours missing out on more activities.
This morning, as I write this, I am still absolutely bone deep exhausted. The only thing keeping me awake is my anxiety which constantly like to fight my fatigue. It's a brutal war that's never won.
I dream of having enough energy to make it through the day. I hope it comes soon.