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I AM STILL ME !!!!!!

No Matter What You Go Thru You Are Still You!! Who Cares What Others Think ? It’s Their Loss . #MentalHealth #PTSD #Depression #ChronicPain #StillMe #Whocares


Is it depression or apathy? #Depression #deadinside #Whocares

I feel as though I’ve been depressed for a couple of weeks now because of all the issues that are going on in my life and I had to just turn off my give a shit button because it would’ve been too much.
So I’m off from work today, and I had all these intentions of getting things caught up.
Yet here I sit, almost 1 PM, and haven’t done anything but sit on my phone and drink coffee.
And you know what? I don’t care.
I’ve giving myself permission to blow this whole day off if I feel like it.
Does anyone else ever get like this?


Self harm

I love to have one too many and cut myself. I’m aware of how dramatic that sounds, but I can’t break the habit.

I enjoy it.

#Selfharm #Depression #Whocares


#suicidal #alone #whycare

Been feeling this way for a very long time now. Have everything in place - plan, letter, mode, items needed.  I cannot get over the fact that no one really cares.  They only say what you want to hear.  The mask I wear is heavy sometimes, but I have to wear it.  No one wants to hear my true feelings - that I don't want to be here anymore.  Everyone wears a mask so no one knows how we really feel.  I want to leave this place.  Go somewhere else; where the mask is gone.  Everyone is true.  No walls to hide behind either. The catalyst was my therapist of 2 years telling me he is no longer my therapist.  He needs to concentrate on his new position within the organization.  I understand this, I do.  How he did it was really, really bad for me.  I am now in a tail spin, going down and fast.  There is no one to stop it, no one to catch me.  I'm now left alone; alone with a new therapist who I don't know AT ALL.  And I'm supposed to open up, trust her when it took 2 long years to get where I was.  To a place where I had complete trust in him.  TRIGGER - all males in my life have done this to me.  Abandonment is how I feel right now.  I should have known this wasn't going to last.  Never does.  I must have the word "loser" tattooed on my forehead.  Cause after a while, no one can tolerate me.  So, I'm left asking why?  What do I do that causes everyone in my life to hate me so.
I already hate myself - I'm a joke someone to take advantage of certainly not someone worth being a friend for. So I'm going to stop my meds been drinking and smoking pot more than I have been. Hiding out in my room listening to Phil Collins. Not letting anyone in - I've been hurt way too much that I cannot go on. Cannot keep the charades up anymore. I'm #depressed #lonely #hurt #activesuicidal #Whocares #Anxiety #notworthy


Why am I having problems connecting to anyone on this app? I honestly didn’t think I would feel “left out” here too! #leftout #Ignored #Whocares

I’ve posted a number of times and not one person has commented on anything.