Always left out #Depression
So. Ever since I was a teenager I’ve always felt left out. When my group of friends split due to an argument I was always kicked out for some reason even tho I had nothing to do with it.
Fast forward thirty years.
Still hang out, virtually now, with the same guys. And somehow I’m still on the outside looking in. We are a bunch of gamers/roller players. We’ve been playing a game of Friday nights for over a year now. Recently I found out they’ve been playing on Sunday nights so our GM could actually play instead of just running a game. I thought that was cool. But of course they didn’t invite me. And to make it things worse I found out today they have another online game they are playing with two other guys too. And yet again no one thinks to ask me.
The odd part is I doubt I would play. I like to spend time with my wife and kids. BUT. It still hurts that they don’t even think to ask.
#MajorDepression #alone #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #DepressiveDisorder #leftout