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Manic depression sucks

For the last 2 weeks, I've been screaming out for health to the GP(general practitioner) health and to reduce the amount of medication am getting. So instead of two months supply id only gets one month and my constant bruises for no reason. Anyways I had been phoning the doctor surgery every day at 8 am trying to get an appointment to be told phone back tomorrow. So after 2 weeks I burst told the receptionist that if she didn't get a doctor to phone me back that I was going across the road and camping out in the practice until I speak to someone. Eventually managing to get myself fitted in after saying there were no available appointments 🙄.. One emotionally exhausted me I get oh your depression has hit a low point... Am like duh that's why am on the phone asking for help because of the racing thoughts the magical bruises and too much medication laying around my house because I can't remember if I've taken them or not and have double dosed a few times he's now put on record that is actively attempting suicide 😖 it's bad times when you can just phone the doctors to ask them for help with a few things like giving me fewer supplies each month and to check the dosage. But he did get me in to get a blood test and a few red flags later something not right and yet again can't get the doctors to phone me back to explain what's going on with me but have got myself another blood test scheduled in with the nurse. 😑

Everyday I get up and the first thing I see is this quote be strong today. It's my gentle reminder that no matter what happens I can do it, it will pass
#Manic #MoodDisorders #MedicalProfessionalssuck #screamingoutforhelp #Ignored #CPTSD #AnxietyAttacks #PanicAttacks

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In the ER pain flare being condescended to and ignored # pain #ER #condescending nurse #Ignored in the ER

Help me please with real pain in effective ways



#CheckInWithMe #Autism #MentalHealth #Trauma #Ableism #indifference #dismissed #Ignored Heard back from my social worker (indirectly) today about getting them to fund my appointments with my psychologist (long, complicated story I don't have energy for now). They didn't even attempt to consider any the letters supporting the request. They just dismissed the concept out of hand. Are more interested in passing the buck. I feel so dismissed and ignored. Like my needs aren't even worth considering.

Trying not to let this whole thing spiral into #triggering childhood trauma. Never mind adulthood trauma as I fought my way into having a right to have a place in the world/society. I so don't have the energy for that kind of fight anymore! I guess it's a good thing I have a support person to fight that fight for me. Still...

Also having some triggering from the #AcademicAbleism #AcademicDiscrimination I experienced years ago, near the end of my academic career.

Sometimes society's ableism and indifference is so hard to deal with. We fight so hard to have basic human rights recognized, to have a useful, meaningful life like everyone else, and we get so much crap thrown at us, and so much ... well, everything. It makes it so hard to want to even try. Realizing over and over lately why I spent so many years taking a break from being involved in the world, even after I had the energy and ability to again: Society sucks! They are still a bunch of ignorant, ableist %$#@&!!!

Sorry, just needed to rant. This being a safe, supportive space and all, (mostly) it seemed like a good place.

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This is why I left

This the main reason I left social media. Seemed like every day, I was feeling unheard, and ignored. Was that completely true? I will never really know. I do know the few life long"friends", that I sent PM's, didn't answer, and when I then unfriended them only to find out they were asking about me? That's when I made a post in my grade 🏫 group. My post read as follows," If anyone wants to know what's going on with me, I know about me better than anyone else. That I figured while I had them on my friends list and didn't communicate with me then, they were just being 👃y. So that's why they no longer saw my activity. If they really want to know how I'm doing, to contact me. So if you're being nosey I mean concerned to contact me." 1 of the people that I sent a personal message commented that she was being nosey and she is glad I'm ok. Ha! Wrong thing to say. My response," at least your honest. When I sent you 2 PM's and you ignored both, I confirmed your motives, but hey, your comment looks good in public". People will expose their true intestines. I just don't have time to play detective. It's not worth the heartache. Protect your 💙. No one else will as well as you do, and you're worth it! Love you my fellow Mighties!
#Depression #Anxiety #Ignored #CPTSD #Abuse #Trauma

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Done with the Mighty #Ignored #dismissed #invisibleillnes

It’s seems to be just me that takes offence to being ignored by the Mighty support team for weeks. The last update has made it difficult to navigate my posts and comments. The update page has not change days. Or maybe no one is seeing my posts and comments. Either way this is not helping me.

I’m not suppose to take this personally. Well I guess I not a strong enough person to do so.

The only reason I’m not deleting the app is because I have posted too much of myself in year I’ve been on here. What comfort this app was giving me seems to now just create disappointments and sadness and what some would say an unrealistic hurt. I maybe able to come back without the weight of these feelings, but I guess I do not know whe that will be. 😔 #CPTSD #Depression #Anxiety #HSP #

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This is what planet I’m on, today anyway, which emotional planet are you on? #CPTSD #HSP #CheckInWithMe #Anxiety

I sometimes go to this app when I cannot zero in on how Im feeling. I’m feeling the overall emotion of being demoralized, but can also admit I resonate with all the feeling that connect underneath the demoralized umbrella.

Many things are contributing to this and I’m so exhausted I think I’m going to be staying on this planet for awhile

Here’s the link if anyone is interested in the app otherwise just come up with your own planet f emotions.

#Depression #Isolation #dimissed #Ignored #invalidatedemotions #notallowedtohavemyfeelings #MentalHealth #EmotionalNeglect #EmotionalAbuse #gaslight narcisstic abuse survivor #Gaslighting #brainwashed #dissociativedisorders #disconnected #Strugglingalone

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How long do I have to wait for a meaningful response from someone on the Mighty customer service support team?

Still having tech issues after the latest update to the site sometime on Friday. No response. Have had very dismissive responses in the past as for other issues.

While I get it’s not necessarily personal....it’s still so triggering in addition to everything else going on in my life.......#CPTSD #Anxiety #invisible #Ignored #dismissed #notimportant #CheckInWithMe

I’m trying to not let it affect me so much..,,well not so successful with that.....am I overreacting?