Think I’m getting my writing mojo back after months of not feeling it..how my ranting n venting turns to poems idk.. it must be a 4 AM thing 🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️💜♥️😊

Story behind “did I ever meet my nannan”
Well I’ve Always felt this weird connection to my nannan that I can never explain even though she died 4 years before I was born.. it’s feels like I know her (and not of her)
I knew her voice before seeing her on a video???
I knew her birthday and death anniversary even though I’d never been told?? I question lots when it comes to that feeling..So I wrote them down and it turned to that (second pic)

Story behind “even after a year”.. well it’s pretty explanatory with the 28th of August creeping up emotions are all over the place.. I mean..as if it’s almost been a year since we lost aunty tina.. it doesn’t seem real! So at 2am today I decided to vent/rant and put pen to paper...just a jumbled mess of thoughts and everything like that and again by 4 pm it had turned into this!! (First pic)

Not the best but definitely on my way to getting back on track 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Please let me know what you think!!
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