Bipolar 2 Disorder

I’ve spent most of my life surviving things people couldn’t see.
Autism. OCD. Bipolar disorder. Dissociation. Panic. Grief. Exhaustion.
Things that don’t show up on scans, or fit neatly into one diagnosis code on the first try.

I wasn’t made for the systems I’ve been pushed through — and honestly, neither were most of us.

I’m writing this blog because I’m tired of having to explain my existence to people who only listen with a clipboard.
I’m writing it because other people like me — people who are neurodivergent, disabled, mentally ill, or just deeply sensitive — deserve to see themselves reflected somewhere.

This is going to be messy, personal, maybe a little angry, and definitely honest.
I want to talk about misdiagnosis. About shame. About masking. About how hard it is to just exist in a world not built for us.

Some days this space will be heavy. Some days it’ll be hopeful, or funny. Some days it’ll be a mix. And if that’s something you need — even just a little — then I’m really glad you’re here.

Welcome to Unfit by Design.
#Autism #MentalHealth #Bipolar #Bipolar2 #OCD #DID #DissociativeIdentityDisorder #ChronicIllness #audhd #PTSD

I’ve spent most of my life surviving things people couldn’t see.
Autism. OCD. Bipolar disorder. Dissociation. Panic. Grief. Exhaustion.
Things that don’t show up on scans, or fit neatly into one diagnosis code on the first try.

I wasn’t made for the systems I’ve been pushed through — and honestly, neither were most of us.

I’m writing this blog because I’m tired of having to explain my existence to people who only listen with a clipboard.
I’m writing it because other people like me — people who are neurodivergent, disabled, mentally ill, or just deeply sensitive — deserve to see themselves reflected somewhere.

This is going to be messy, personal, maybe a little angry, and definitely honest.
I want to talk about misdiagnosis. About shame. About masking. About how hard it is to just exist in a world not built for us.

Some days this space will be heavy. Some days it’ll be hopeful, or funny. Some days it’ll be a mix. And if that’s something you need — even just a little — then I’m really glad you’re here.

Welcome to Unfit by Design.
#Autism #MentalHealth #Bipolar #Bipolar2 #OCD #DID #DissociativeIdentityDisorder #ChronicIllness #audhd #PTSD

I just recently started treatment for bipolar disorder, and I wanted to know: how did you tell your family about this? How did you accept it and how do you live with it now? Because I haven't accepted it at all, yet

#BipolarDisorder #Bipolar2Disorder

My doctor says I need to lose weight because I have fatty liver and it’s for health benefits. I would be so happy and it would mean the absolute world to me if I got down to my weight goal and remained that way forever. Nobody wants to be fat unless if you are stupid. I really do hope I lose all this unwanted weight and keep it off permanently. Please don’t comment stupid stuff saying like you are beautiful the way you are. It doesn’t help and I would be so happy if I lost all this unwanted weight, keep it off forever, and never be fat ever again. Any weight loss tips and weight loss advice?

#Obesity #Diabetes #CheckInWithMe #CheerMeOn #Disability #MentalHealth #ChronicIllness #DiabetesType1 #DiabetesType2 #PTSD #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Trauma #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #Depression #Bipolar2Disorder #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Anxiety #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #AutismSpectrumDisorder #Autism

I really want to feel God and to hear him. God bless you all and may the lord always be with you. I want the lord to always be with me and to always listen to me and to hear me. I want to know that he is always there and I am never alone, I love Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father. I want them to be with me fully at all times.

#CheckInWithMe #Depression #CheerMeOn #MightyTogether #Disability #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Trauma #TraumaticBrainInjury #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #PanicAttacks #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #SocialAnxiety #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #Suicide #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #MentalHealth #PanicDisorder #Psychosis #DepressiveDisorders #ChronicIllness #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveandRelatedDisorders #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders

I really want to feel God and to hear him. God bless you all and may the lord always be with you. I want the lord to always be with me and to always listen to me and to hear me. I want to know that he is always there and I am never alone, I love Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father. I want them to be with me fully at all times.

#CheckInWithMe #Depression #CheerMeOn #MightyTogether #Disability #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Trauma #TraumaticBrainInjury #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #PanicAttacks #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #SocialAnxiety #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #Suicide #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #MentalHealth #PanicDisorder #Psychosis #DepressiveDisorders #ChronicIllness #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveandRelatedDisorders #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders

I want to feel and know Gods presence. I am Christian. I love Jesus Christ and hope he is always there for me. I know God is good and he is the one that makes anything possible. God bless you all on here. I hope the lord is always with all of us guiding us to our best lives. I just feel like sometimes I don’t always feel or understand God. I want to know God fully and for him to always grant/hear all my prayer requests! It would mean the absolute world to me if God always listens to me and hears me right away instantly

#CheckInWithMe #Disability #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #MightyTogether #ADHD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #Trauma #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PanicAttacks #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #PanicDisorder #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #SocialAnxietyDisorder #Psychosis #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Addiction #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders

I want to feel and know Gods presence. I am Christian. I love Jesus Christ and hope he is always there for me. I know God is good and he is the one that makes anything possible. God bless you all on here. I hope the lord is always with all of us guiding us to our best lives. I just feel like sometimes I don’t always feel or understand God. I want to know God fully and for him to always grant/hear all my prayer requests! It would mean the absolute world to me if God always listens to me and hears me right away instantly

#CheckInWithMe #Disability #ChronicIllness #MentalHealth #MightyTogether #ADHD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #Trauma #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PanicAttacks #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #PanicDisorder #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #SocialAnxietyDisorder #Psychosis #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Addiction #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders

My whole life I have been unattractive to many people. All the good looking attractive men I ever liked rejected me and some even said I am ugly. I am 28 years old, a virgin with no boyfriend. I feel like if I was prettier I wouldn’t have this problem. Attractive females get hit on all the time. I go out in public and feel like no one even looks or notices me. I hate the way God made me. The part I hate most about myself is my face because I don’t think I have an attractive face and I have been told by a really fit attractive guy with muscles that I am ugly and fat. Some people have looks, money, and absolutely everything! I feel like if God made me attractive half my problems would be gone. It sucks being ugly because no one talks to you and all the men aren’t that friendly to you and always shy away.

#CheckInWithMe #ChronicIllness #Disability #MajorDepressiveDisorder #MentalHealth #MightyTogether #Bipolar2 #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Trauma #Schizophrenia #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide

My whole life I have been unattractive to many people. All the good looking attractive men I ever liked rejected me and some even said I am ugly. I am 28 years old, a virgin with no boyfriend. I feel like if I was prettier I wouldn’t have this problem. Attractive females get hit on all the time. I go out in public and feel like no one even looks or notices me. I hate the way God made me. The part I hate most about myself is my face because I don’t think I have an attractive face and I have been told by a really fit attractive guy with muscles that I am ugly and fat. Some people have looks, money, and absolutely everything! I feel like if God made me attractive half my problems would be gone. It sucks being ugly because no one talks to you and all the men aren’t that friendly to you and always shy away.

#CheckInWithMe #ChronicIllness #Disability #MajorDepressiveDisorder #MentalHealth #MightyTogether #Bipolar2 #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Trauma #Schizophrenia #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide