boundries

It can be said, that ones absence is greater than their presence. At least that is what I have been told. I returned home last night. I did all I could have & more. I filled their heart, while I bled out. I will not stand for the abuse recieved when I haven given them all of me in transparence. They are not evil no, but they acted cruelly. My voice matters. So do those around them. But he said his voice was their voice & I should be silent. How cruel, disempowering & egotistical. I know tis unwise but I feel nothing but pity for him where compassion & empathy once stood. I weep while he’s as high as a chimey. I stand now in resentment. I hope the others wake up soon.

Awhile ago I posted that I rather have friends text me to then call. Well, my friend called but didn’t answer. I texted her and ask what’s up? I told her for future reference can you text me instead of calling I feel comfortable only texting. If I need to reach out I will. So let’s see if she texts next time. #boundries #Selfcare #Selflove #MajorDepressiveDisorder #PTSD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorde

× " So My Sister Sent Me A Text Today... I Was Super Busy At My Job.. I Guess She Has Her Hubs Paying The Mortgage Or Whatever And My Nephew Pay's The Internet... I Litterly Buy Toilet Paper And Laundry Liquid... Because They Blow Through It Within A Week. For No Reason. I Have Asked Them To STOP Paying For My Cell Phone Bill. Now That I Have A Full-Time Job. I Can Pay It Myself. And They Also Want Me To Pay The Water Bill Which Is $100.00+ . I Have No Problem With Helping What Make's Me Angery Is The Timing Like. I Budget Everything With My Money Now That I'm Alone. So I'm A Huge Pennie Pincher Now. Except When I Really Want Something For Myself Then I Spend More. I Just Wish That They Tell Me Before The Month Start's Not In The Middle Of The Month. Sigh Sooo Annoying AF. " × #boundries #money #Family Sincerly, ☆ S. K. ☆