BPDwithKids

My kid is so funny. He sees the humor in everything. He's also hopeful; he doesn't cling to the past, he gives people second chances, and he says things like, "they are better now.". I sometimes worry that he's too shy, slow to warm up, standoffish, and filled with anxiety, but when I see who he truly is, I know he'll be okay. He's cautious and courageous. He's fantastic, how he is.
#BPDwithKids

Left them thinking it is better for them. It is better for you. To work on getting better without them around you.

Please share your thoughts and experiences #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #BPDwithKids #BPD #EUPD #EUPD emotionally unstable personality disorder

would it be better to grow up believing your mother neglected you or growing up with a BPD mother?

Sometimes I just wish I had the guts to run away and leave it all behind. they deserve better, which I can't provide. Each day im drowning and trying to pull myself up for few minutes to attend to them. that's what it has come down to. emotionless, absent mindedly taking care of their basic needs before falling back into the deep sea. #EUPD #BPDwithKids

Yesterday I woke to resenting the little thing moving inside me. Dwelling in the shit turn of events. Today I woke guilty of not providing the toddler with enough stimulation to mentally develop.
"It's not too late, take her out".
Take her out??? 😳**Gulp** #EUPD #BPDwithKids #BPDinPregnancy

I've no energy to leave the bed. She's growing tired of playing in her cot for so long. She wants to leave this room. I want to leave this home. Where do I go? How do I go? #Depression #EUPD #BPDwithKids

today i got enough in me to go through my kids' clothes and clean a little. idk about you but thats alot for one day battling the depression and anxiety as well as bpd and OCD it can be to much. so i take it as a victory might be a small victory but a victory. step by step no matter how or when it got done. i did got it done #DepressiveDisorders  #Anxiety  #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

So as I sit here and read up on BPD, I think of all the people I’ve loved and lost all the times I’ve really tried and failed all the times I thought I was cursed I was a dark cloud over me and I’m realizing all the time it was just me and a mental disorder that for my whole life I tried to say I won’t. Damn, well to put an positive spin, least I know now. Least I can show my daughters I can beat this too. Show my sons that their Mother is stronger than this, strong to raise them to men. And to show them that after fighting all my life for all the different silly thing I used to fight for, imma fight and keep fighting to live, to cry happy tears and to love with my whole heart. #BPDwithKids #BPDWarriors