I’m still quite new here, but I just need to vent
I’m having a horrible day today and I’ve been having a really hard time lately with my mental health
I just recently got out of a 6 year relationship and he dumped me for someone else
He keeps playing these mind games that just keep giving me hope and keep me holding on..
I still love him hopelessly and I feel like I don’t know how to go on rite now
Especially with my BPD this feels like the end of the world for me and I feel completely abandoned.
I’m trying so hard to move on but he keeps pulling me back in and I don’t feel strong enough to completely cut him out of my life.
I made this man my whole life and now I feel completely lost..
And as I’m typing this I’m sitting alone in the hospital after fainting and smacking my head on the ground and biting my bottom lip open 😵💫
And all I want is him by my side 😓💔
Is there any advice for someone who has BPD and feels like this is the end of the world? Any tips on how to move on?
#heartbreak #Relationships #Bpdisexhausting #FearOfAbandonment