Bpdisexhausting

How do you all handle when your family constantly tells you that you’re overreacting, take things too seriously/personally, blah blah bs. I am so fed up with it. I’m exhausted of having such strong feelings/emotions, and feel insane. #help

I was asked if I felt defined by my condition and honestly the answer is yes. Even on my “good” days I still feel this emptiness and stress. Trying to stay on top of my emotions often creates a mess, there’s so much going on in my mind that I can never express.

My BPD consumes me, it’s always there,
I’m paying for my abusers actions which isn’t fair, I’m left emotionally damaged from the things that they did, when they were the ones who chose to abuse A KID!

BPD has ruined my friendships and makes it’s difficult to cope, but i will continue to never give up hope.
I have faith that I will find the happiness I deserve to receive and not have my whole world fall down when someone decides to leave. I will learn to trust and let people in but most importantly I WONT LET MY BPD WIN!! #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #bpdsymptoms #Bpdisexhausting #BPDStigma #MentalHealth #MentalHealthAwareness #bpdawareness #mentalhealthpoetry #Poetry

How do you be honest and truthful when you're perception of things is skewed? I think I'm being open and honest, but everyone thinks I'm just lying all the time. I feel like my reality is different than those without BPD making my truth a lie to them, if that makes sense.

Does anyone else experience this or struggle with it? Insight and help please!

I’m still quite new here, but I just need to vent
I’m having a horrible day today and I’ve been having a really hard time lately with my mental health

I just recently got out of a 6 year relationship and he dumped me for someone else
He keeps playing these mind games that just keep giving me hope and keep me holding on..
I still love him hopelessly and I feel like I don’t know how to go on rite now
Especially with my BPD this feels like the end of the world for me and I feel completely abandoned.
I’m trying so hard to move on but he keeps pulling me back in and I don’t feel strong enough to completely cut him out of my life.
I made this man my whole life and now I feel completely lost..

And as I’m typing this I’m sitting alone in the hospital after fainting and smacking my head on the ground and biting my bottom lip open 😵‍💫
And all I want is him by my side 😓💔

Is there any advice for someone who has BPD and feels like this is the end of the world? Any tips on how to move on?

#heartbreak #Relationships #Bpdisexhausting #FearOfAbandonment
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

I am constantly worried about how others percieve me especially in the work area, I struggle from borderline personality disorder and I am constantly thinking/perceiving others to be thinking negatively about me, which with bpd is normal and I try not to let it affect me & my thoughts in the workplace but those very self-damaging negative bpd thoughts always seem to linger I have got so far with healing personally from BPD ( i did 2 years of personal individual based therapy and 1 year of dbt dialectical behavioral therapy) and honestly I really feel like I can take control of my bpd (accepting facts with emotions, trying my best to properly name deal with and understand my emotions better, letting go of negative thoughts)but lately when it comes to work I feel incredibly torn by bpd all over again, I just dont want any negative feelings towards my process, and my accomplishments and it seems like those negative bpd emotions come back when I am at work, and honestly its easy for them to make me overwhelmed and doubtful of how far I have truly come (esp outside of work, I have had so many accomplishments and have accepted so many of my darkest emotions in order to move on) so does anyone have any advice or thoughts on this matter. I am still new to this, and guess I just wanted to share my thoughts with others on BPD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #bpdsymptoms #Bpdisexhausting

Hi everyone, this is my first time posting. I’m quite scared to, in case no one replies and I feel rejected. But I know that’s a BPD thought and I’m going to try not let it get in the way of reaching out... I’ve just had a really tough day, lots of feelings of shame and fear of the future and crying. So I thought instead of just being comforted by reading all of your posts sharing, I would try to do the same and share! Thank you in advance for any kind words x

Help! #boderlineprsonality #BPDDiagnosis #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Bpdisexhausting

If you could pick one thing to educate others on who aren't living with BPD, what would it be and why? :) #BPDDiagnosis #Bpdisexhausting #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder

I don’t seem to remember anything from my childhood up to a few years ago, it’s like my brain doesn’t form long term memories. I am new to BPD, so I just have a few questions #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #questionsBPD #BPD #Bpdisexhausting #bpdsymptoms