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I am almost close to 30 years old and don’t know if I have a successful future ahead

Honestly I feel like giving up on God and just keep going to the mental hospital constantly. I hate the way God made me. I have really bad mental health issues and probably don’t even have the brightest future ahead unless if I have a lucky star. I spent most of my years in and out of mental hospitals. I barely lived life and sometimes I don’t care if I die because I am not living a life I want and I feel miserable #MentalHealth #Anxiety #ADHD #AnorexiaNervosa #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #CheckInWithMe #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Trauma #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #Autism #Addiction #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Manic #Grief #Diabetes #DiabetesType1 #DiabetesType2 #MajorDepressiveDisorder #EatingDisorders

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“It might not be a rainbow, but at least it’s more than grey.”

(From “Let It Be Me” by Joy Oladokun)
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This is how I feel right now. Things aren’t great but they aren’t bad either. Step by little step we are making progress and moving forward in a positive way.

#artastherapy #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #MightyTogether #MentalHealth #Anxiety #CPTSD #Depression

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“It might not be a rainbow, but at least it’s more than grey.”

(From “Let It Be Me” by Joy Oladokun)
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This is how I feel right now. Things aren’t great but they aren’t bad either. Step by little step we are making progress and moving forward in a positive way.

#artastherapy #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #MightyTogether #MentalHealth #Anxiety #CPTSD #Depression

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Please help me

Shaking and confusion are frequent. Bad thoughts overwhelm me, and their themes change. I always expect the worst and project it onto loved ones. Guilt is constant; I'm also haunted by past. Self-condemnation is intense. I overthink everything. I scrutinize others, analyzing deeply. I feel empty. Time is spent fixing, not living; I live waiting for a future that I am also afraid of. I'm always rushing, panicking, and stressed. If I notice the slightest change, I think something terrible has caused it; I am rigid. I even stress others. Sadness and fear are present. My legs often feel weak. Sometimes, I physically feel pain in chest and believe my heart would stop – it's too much. I am always alert in case my loved ones need me; sometimes I feel like I'm being watched. I can't make sense of it all. I am too aware of the slightest detail or change in my loved ones, and it consumes me. I force myself to move along with my days, laugh, and shove things under the rug, but when I am at home, I still feel these things. Can anyone relate or am I just exagerrating and if yes tell me what has been helping them? #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ChronicFatigue
#ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder
#MajorDepressiveDisorder
#MentalHealth
#Anxiety

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“It’s easy to forget that you are strong”
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“The voices that make you doubt, they all have issues of their own”
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“Those who try to cut you down are scared of their own truth”

(from “Pride” by Joy Oladokun)

#CPTSD #Relationships #MentalHealth #artastherapy

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“It’s easy to forget that you are strong”
~
“The voices that make you doubt, they all have issues of their own”
~
“Those who try to cut you down are scared of their own truth”

(from “Pride” by Joy Oladokun)

#CPTSD #Relationships #MentalHealth #artastherapy

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Tired of trying

I have dealt with depression most my life. It has been more prevalent in my adult years. For the past 4 years I've been unable to work and function in my daily life or take care of my basic needs. I do everything I told, I go to therapy I take my meds I practice my grounding techniques for my cptsd. I spend most of my day in bed unable to find the motivation energy or desire to get out of bed. Making decisions seem to be impossible for me. Things just seem to be multiplying the depression is getting heavier. I also just found out my best friend is moving, my only friend. I just wonder why I should keep trying. I'm tired of just existing with no feelings and no emotions I am just numb to the life around me. I am truly lost.
#major depressive disorder
#CPTSD
#Anxiety
#diabetic
#Crohn 's
#IBS

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Tired of trying

I have dealt with depression most my life. It has been more prevalent in my adult years. For the past 4 years I've been unable to work and function in my daily life or take care of my basic needs. I do everything I told, I go to therapy I take my meds I practice my grounding techniques for my cptsd. I spend most of my day in bed unable to find the motivation energy or desire to get out of bed. Making decisions seem to be impossible for me. Things just seem to be multiplying the depression is getting heavier. I also just found out my best friend is moving, my only friend. I just wonder why I should keep trying. I'm tired of just existing with no feelings and no emotions I am just numb to the life around me. I am truly lost.
#major depressive disorder
#CPTSD
#Anxiety
#diabetic
#Crohn 's
#IBS

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A yearago#CPTSD #artheals

A year ago, I was set https://up.A year ago I was lied to, munipulated and set up to be phased https://out.I realize now, how blatant, disrespectful and maliciously calculated, a group of people https://were.The group included my own, my mother in law, husband and a few strangers to me, but not to https://them.A handful of people know, knew and will continue this charade for him. I was overly medicated and lost for two https://years.My memories were being erased and they knew I was struggling.He, knew. And now, every day, there is https://nothing.I was given an opportunity I believed, I worked for.to have it orchestrated against you, I will Never understand the level of munipulation these people went through to shove me out of their life. I will not be made a fool of again for them, by them or because of https://them.They have shown me who they are, where their intentions were and where I stood, for All this time.my heart knows the truth and he, knew and was fine, while I struggled and faught for https://nothing.He knew what he was doing out of spite and his intent, was to hurt https://me.They did, unimaginable https://hurt.He was hurt over pride. I was hurt over loosing my family not my https://pride.When you're honest about your faults, shame does not work as a https://tactic.They tried for months and it turned to years. It is called, Malicious Intent. We aren't the same.

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