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Confused about my diagnosis
Lately, I’ve been feeling a bit confused. I recently went to see a clinical psychologist to reassess my diagnosis — to see if it was accurate, or if maybe there’s something else going on. Previously, I had been diagnosed with mixed anxiety-depressive disorder and dependent personality disorder. More recently, another psychologist told me she thinks I may have depressive personality traits rather than depression itself.
And I’ve also been wondering whether ADHD might be part of the picture — that’s actually what pushed me to seek another opinion. I try really hard not to self-diagnose, even though I often relate strongly to things I read or hear online. That’s exactly why I wanted a professional assessment instead of trusting my own assumptions.
But when I explained my symptoms to the clinical psychologist, she even considered the possibility of bipolar disorder, although not with fully expressed manic episodes. So now I feel even more confused than before.
One of the reasons I started questioning my diagnosis is that medication has never worked well for me. I’ve tried different types, but the side effects were often worse than the benefits. I thought that maybe I’ve been treating the wrong thing all along, or missing an important part of the picture.
Has anyone else been through something similar? How do you cope with the uncertainty when even professionals give you different answers?
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