When you think life is getting better only for someone to look at you and crush your dreams
I’m someone who has always had to do more than other people just to get anything. In school I had to read 10 times more just to get anything. Became depressed at a young age( I thought my life was cursed, still do), now I’m 25, finished my bachelors degree. Surprisingly, despite my academic struggles, I wanted to do my masters this year.
Coming from a 3rd world country, I wanted to go to the US for my masters. I started applying in February, I got accepted to Chadwick Boseman school of Fine arts at Howard. I was shocked I qualified, it was the happiest day of my life. I spent a ton of money to meet the requirements of the school. Applied for a visa only to be rejected for no reason.
My whole world flipped, I had a ton of plans for my future. My dream was to go to New York and tour Art galleries and see if they’d sign me up. I thought my career would be at its peek. Now I’m caged up in my room, I have no hope, I don’t know what to do with my future. I didn’t think they’d deny me an F1 visa. I am beyond crushed. I just wanted a better life.