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STOP 🛑. TEXTING AND STOP 🛑 ACTING LIKE YOU GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT OTHERS. I AM ... WE ARE ON HERE FOR SUPPORT AND SHOULD NOT HAVE TO ADJUST OUR ACCTS TO NEGATE PEOPLE FROM MESSAGING. HAVE SOME RESPECT.... THIS IS NOT BUMBLE.... IT'S TUMBLE... I'M GOING TO TUMBLE MY FOOT UP YOUR ASS... CUT IT THE F. OUT ALREADY... GOOD GOD...🤬
#fake #fedup

Today I am wondering if I am really a mess or just making it all up. I really don't know anymore. I feel so alone and powerless and I am questionaing whether any of my problems are valid or if they are problems at all. I can't tell if I have been having an undending pity party or if I am really screwed up and I am broken AF.

My “friend” discarded/ghosted me just days after saying she would be the godmother to my son. no reasons, just ghosted me. (she was starting another “serious” #relationship , to be honest)

I read people who claim thoughts and ideas but I see no doctors answering our questions.
So hashtag needed... #fake

Facebook is a black hole, a place where you lose friends for being your true self, because when you are in pain people unfriend you. Facebook is toxic and can trigger depression. You go from 414 friends to 408 in one day and your mind explodes, it's called rejection depression. Facebook is only good for posting pretty photos and pretty fake happy statuses. That's why I often hear the term #fakebook

  #Facebook #Depression #fake #FAKEFRIENDS #RealTalk #Anxiety #MentalHealth

Always feeling fake especially before officially being diagnosed 😓 it’s draining. Anyone else feel like this?

#fake

Cant take it no more
Maybe from outside my life may seem perfect
Inside its all more of a hellhole
I am a blackhole
Not even light can escape
Sucks every positive thing ever inside it
Not a bit of happiness or calm
All you can see is a vast span of nothingness
Oh you cant see it because it seems invisible
But whatever goes near it
Whatever touches it leaves no trace behind
I definitely dont matter to you
But dodging hundred heads everyday i make my way out everyday
I save myself everyday
Try to be peaceful and normal everyday
While its so turbulent inside
A great day for me is when no misfortune happens
And great days rarely come
I shine sometimes
But overshadowed by brighter stars galaxies nebulas
Blinded by their dazzling light
But i still do exist
A hole growing bigger by day
A hole of nothingness by night
A hole of negativity
A blanket of chilling biting snow
The worst of storms
A nightmare alive and walking
Get up everyday fake my existence to myself
While i myself know that i am more of a walking dead
My mind is a rare place only few get to visit
No one who will understand in this world of extroverts
That i cant fake no more
I cant be somebody else anymore
I cant fake laughter cant fake mingle with people cant make friends easily
That you have to try just once more to be friends
Give me one more chance to be your friend
I know black holes are mysterious and deleterious
But who knows you maybe surprised
I want to live too
No help
Actually no one can
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#blackhole #nightmare #anxietyonthemighty #Anxiety #Depression #MentalHealth #storms #hellhole #turbulent #fake #existence #negativity #nopositivity #invisible