laziness

I'm still trying to apply for jobs, even with this situation. The thing is, all I see are holes in my resume - places where I could have completed certificates, courses, readings, or projects. Instead, I survived and coped with the necessary responsibilities at the time. Yes, I had the opportunity to do all those things. I could have studied for an hour every evening or taken a summer training course. But really, I couldn't. I'm struggling to present my experience in a way that avoids those places where a potential employer might see something missing. I don't know how I'm going to present myself in an interview if I ever get one.

#Depression #Anxiety #CPTSD #Jobs #laziness

Any other #educators out there? #Summer is here and I usually try to take on projects such as cleaning out closets or painting a room in my house...but three weeks into summer and I still cannot get myself going. I just want to keep resting. Yesterday, I did a few household tasks and then I felt like jello on the couch last night, and I could hardly carry on a conversation with my husband. Thanks, #FibroFog .
Maybe I should take some Vitamin B12 for energy. Maybe I need to take a probiotic twice daily. Maybe I need to just make myself get up and out- it’s just #laziness . Maybe I should join a yoga class to build muscle- maybe I’ve just gotten too weak. Maybe I need to see a nutritionist.
OR...
Maybe I need another week at the beach where even though walking in sand exhausts me, everything else about it makes it tolerable. Maybe I need more pillows on my couch, more books to read, more canvases to paint. And maybe I need to stop feeling so damn #Guilty about having an invisible autoimmune issue.
Anyone else feel like this?
#IrritableBowelSyndromeIBS #ChronicFatigue #Neuropathy #Fibromyalgia

Any other #educators out there? #Summer is here and I usually try to take on projects such as cleaning out closets or painting a room in my house...but three weeks into summer and I still cannot get myself going. I just want to keep resting. Yesterday, I did a few household tasks and then I felt like jello on the couch last night, and I could hardly carry on a conversation with my husband. Thanks, #FibroFog.
Maybe I should take some Vitamin B12 for energy. Maybe I need to take a probiotic twice daily. Maybe I need to just make myself get up and out- it’s just #laziness . Maybe I should join a yoga class to build muscle- maybe I’ve just gotten too weak. Maybe I need to see a nutritionist.
OR...
Maybe I need another week at the beach where even though walking in sand exhausts me, everything else about it makes it tolerable. Maybe I need more pillows on my couch, more books to read, more canvases to paint. And maybe I need to stop feeling so damn #Guilty about having an invisible autoimmune issue.
Anyone else feel like this?
#IBS -C #ChronicFatiqueSyndrome #Neuropathy #Fibromyalgia