Well I ended up having my seizures off and on for like 2 hours so was at the hospital and of course they did nothing no meds at all just blood work and then sent me home ...now home laying here sore and frustrated !!! #frustrated #Letdown
Why do people have to break their promises?
It's my birthday next weekend and this is the only weekend my Dad can come up... He's been at his mums all weekend and told me he'd see me, he hasn't. I thought I was okay about it... I'm really not though. It fucking hurts.
Feels like I've been abandoned all over again, thanks.
#BPD #Family #familyhurts #sad #Letdown #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Pain
been excited all day to hang out with my friend and everything went wrong. im still trying to go to Walmart.
I feel so let down this started to be the only good day I've had in a while but it ended horrible #Letdown #depperison
Went to see my therapist today, she didn't think the situation with my sweety was important enough to even talk about! She said "well this isn't about him, is it? It's about you". When she asked me what was troubling me lately. So now I feel worse then when I went in, I feel like shit, like what I am going through doesn't matter.. like it isn't important.. she literally tossed the one thing that has been eating at me under the rug. And acted like it wasn't important... #severedepression #notimportant #Letdown
New Year’s Eve always sends me into a depressive spiral. Another year I’ve wasted, another year I’ve let him take more and more from me. I made myself a lot of promises last year, but I’m still just the same. I’ve let myself down, everyone down. It’s all the same and I can’t take another year like this. I’m starting this year alone and hurting, I just can’t do it. I can’t😭 #Suicide #CPTSD #worthless #Letdown
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