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My brother is recently diagnosed with bpd and he is extremely sensitive because of this he gets jealous with my freind and my bird and every day he get angry with me his Doctor told me to tide sharp object and every night I feel restless and sacred that because when he gets Angry I am sacred that what is I am sleeping he do any thing wrong to him self although I hace hide eveything but still and I am also exausted by say all the time what did I do wrong please tell me my mistake and sorry beacuse he is too much sensitive and I don't know when he gets angry. I AM FEELING VERY LOW AND TIRED #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #MentalHealth #tired #frustrated #helpless
My english os not good sorry If I wrote something wrong

I haven’t been here very long, less than a week actually…had my first conversation today.

I thought this was a safe place and people would understand triggers and stuff. That when I say no this will cause a trigger or for me to associate those feelings with them….

Shouldn’t that end the conversation? Why would you try to persuade that person to do what you want instead of what you clearly laid out as a no?

Am I just what people think they can persuade/manipulate into doing what they want? It has happened so many times, just this week. I am about done with it all!

Sorry…hope it was okay to vent for a moment…

#venting #frustrated #Ugh #Whatisgoingon

They changed my meds to help my anxiety and sleep about a week ago. I have not been able to sleep since. My head and eyes hurt, and I am snappy. I call the doctor today, and they tell me I have to give the medication more time. I have to go to work next week and I don’t want to go feeling this way. They scheduled an appointment for next Thursday, after I already started working because of course they have to charge me again. #Bipolar #nosleep #Anxiety #frustrated

This is just a full blown vent, if you're in need of uplifting and motivating content today then please don't read this ❤️
I normally try to see the bright side of everything and I don't like to show everyone what I'm really feeling. I went off of my Prednisone in the beginning of March and it took 2 months to get through the mood swings and finally start to see my normal face shape, I had to start taking them again because I hit a bad flare up. It frustrates me that my family know how much I dislike being on them and how bad the side effects actually affect me. And yet they still make remarks about how I should keep taking them because I seem better when I'm on them. After everybody dealing with my moods from going off of them, I feel like they all secretly wish I stay on them because I'm less groggy when I take them. My dose is tapering down again and I'm not sure if that's why I'm feeling so angry all the time again. I'm frustrated with everything and everyone. Every little thing seems to bother me lately and I don't know how to deal with it. I can't keep going to my family about what I'm feeling because it seems that the easy way out for everyone is to shove more meds down my throat. I'm tired of taking so much medication. I'm tired of the side effects. I'm tired of feeling like a pufferfish and everyone telling me how fat I'm getting. I'm tired of feeling irritated by everything , this is not me ... #tired #frustrated #angry

A few minutes ago, I got a notification to respond to a post. I clicked. It was about coping during the weekend.

Thing is, I wasn’t at all concerned about coping during the weekend until this pop-up interrupted my MS research.

Figuring I ought avoid a known trigger, I tried to remove myself from the group responsible for the alert. Not possible. I’m not in the group. If I want to respond to the post, I need to join the group. Hmm. 🤔

So … how did this happen? How can I prevent it happening again? Did I sign up for something accidentally? 🫥

The platform has so much potential to help. But basic features can be confusing. Still, on iOS, searching = crashing 💥

Anyone? ✌️

I would like to search, please.
#frustrated

I wanted to complain to someone… Today went horrible at work…. The morning was slow so I got lucky and was able to prep so much stuff geezes so many things. I was late on taking my lunch because I was preping the special of the week 😪😒😤😤😤 besides that lunch started out okay … tho I was dissatisfied/ disappointed with how my rice came out😩 Our supervisor came in early to help on the line..when the tickets came for the guest we had in a different room and Our top boss/directors special table of 10 and at the same time The “ executive chef“ came to “ help” turn into a complete disaster … so chaotic n disorganized n trying to work over them running into them I became overwhelmed n frustrated n annoyed… you can see it in my face. Whenever I actually feel overwhelmed I want to cry…… in that situation I wanted to cry but I couldn’t not at least in front of people….once most of the tickets finished our supervisors left us with the “executive chef” on the line … that really annoyed me….. whatever …I had to remove myself from the line for 10 minutes because I couldn’t breath n I felt the waterworks coming so I went to the freezer to cool off and cried …. That how my Monday went… I just needed to vent to someone…

As far back as I can remember many things have gone wrong. In recent years I’ve often considered that I’m the common denominator. Maybe I’m the one that attracts destruction and those who would likely cause harm.

Does anyone else experience things frequently going wrong around them? Problems in relationships and at work? People getting hurt or suddenly dying or their life falls apart?

#Depression #frustrated #Upset #AnxietySymptoms #Relationships #Work #Problems #Guilt