I am at my wits end!
What ever this is, it’s ruining my sanity & life.
I’m usually a strong healthy happy person, but now I’m a miserable crying insomniac mess!!
I’m struggling to love my husband, children, family & friends.
I have no motivation or desire to go to work in which I have the biggest opportunity waiting for me & should be excited!
But all I want to do is just to run away & hide from the world.
Nothing bad or dramatic has happened to me & honestly, I live a life most people dream of.
So why the F*** do I feel bad, useless & sad!!
My loved ones are pushing me to get help!
I can see it looks likes depression, but I have no reason to be. So what is this?
How can I get help, when I don’t even know what is wrong with me?