I myself have attempted to take my own life twice. 2011 & 13 I had become a empty nester of being a single mom. Not until my children had moved out was it then, at age 40 was the first attempt i had no plan or even a thought i was capable of such a thing, i hadn't even known or realized how much my own childhood had affected me & brought me to suicide😢 even tho coming from an alcoholic mother who is mentally ill, very abusive & neglectful to her children and herself. she has went untreated all of her life to include today,which at age 83 she has never known ant other way of life. We Have loss one brother to suicide 10 yrs ago, others, continue to live in denial an in such a dysfunctional way of living,. as, the cycle continues to run rapid within thier families. I myself after being broken and not knowing how BROKEN i reallly was it wasn't until after the second attempt that i realized the pain had needed to be dealt with or i would die. with the help of therapy determination the will to live & the love of helping other's as well as myself. Is when my life changed it is never easy to "dig up" and work through the "root" of the pain but it is the best thing one can do to reach freedom and live a much happier and healthier life😇 started using the tools I've been taught along with my own experience that has given me a passion & purpose to share my own story with as many hurting lost sad souls out here, as i myself, once was. although, i have days i struggle to get out of my own "funk" due to the illness, that does not just magically disappear unfortunately,! but, today i now recognize the sign's & symptoms i now have control of the outcome. Loving & accepting who i am, is the goal to succeed. What i find the most rewarding is reaching other's an helping them with my own story is priceless! Me being in the medical field has given me the opportunity to do just that. This in itself has been very helpful in my own recovery & rewarding! #wearenotalone 💗