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    I love how people say constantly feel better, when there is no such thing, no light at the end of the tunnel or they say I'll support u, be there for u, etc.

    #Chatspace
    #no Shame
    #Upallnight
    #friendships
    #lonely
    #Pain
    #Painsomnia
    #ChronicIllness
    #ChronicPain
    #CheckInWithMe
    #Lonliness
    #Essential tremors
    #Christianity

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    I don't know how I feel mad, hurt, confused, etc. Why would people say they want to help u, u do everything u need to do, and u get burnt, not once but, twice.

    Losing my Faith, Trust, etc.

    Now, I know why I'm a loner.

    Having surgery on Friday, please pray or send me good vibes, pray or good vibes if people wanna cross my path and give financially, and not use me, thank u all for the prayers, extremely frustrated and sad, now I know why I hold everyone at a distance.

    Y'all r my friends and family, or at least some of u, I've blocked so many people trying to hit me up, wish they could or would try harder to monitor people that enter this site.

    Thank u again to the REAL ones for the prayers and good vibes.

    #ChateSpace
    #Upallnight
    #DistractMe
    #Christianity
    #Friendship
    #lonely
    #Pain
    #Painsomnia
    #ChronicIllness
    #ChronicPain
    #Lonliness
    #CheckInWithMe
    #Essential Tremors

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    Sick and hurting, thank u all for ur support, care and love, not sleeping much.

    For u that don't know and may ask

    I have
    Congenital Hydrocephalus,
    Retinaopathy of Prematurity
    Hypertonia
    Chronic Knee, Ankle, Shoulder, Wrist Pain
    2 L5 S1 Discectomies
    Diverticulitis
    Essential Tremors
    Epicondylitis
    Possible Neuropathy
    Possible RA
    Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
    De Quarveins Tenosyvitis
    Pulled Groin

    No support, so I come here

    #Painsomnia
    #CheerMeOn
    #ChronicIllness
    #ChronicPain
    #CheckInWithMe
    #Lonliness
    #Essential tremors
    #Upallnight
    #lonely
    #Lonliness
    #Pain
    #Nosupportsystem
    #Chatspace
    #no Shame
    #Friendlessness
    #Sickness
    #notsleeping

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    Can't Sleep

    5:05am here in Kentucky laying here moaning and groaning in pain.

    Tremors wrecking havoc

    ##upallnight
    #Essential Tremors
    #chronic pain
    #lonliness
    #unloved
    #eternaltremors
    #vocaltremors

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    Can't sleep

    5:05am here in Kentucky laying here moaning and groaning in pain.

    Tremors wrecking havoc

    ##Upallnight
    #Essential Tremors
    #chronic pain
    #Lonliness
    #unloved
    #EternalTremors
    #VocalTremors

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    Essential???

    I’ve spent my whole life thinking that there was no one out there that could or ever would ever help me should a situation ever arise that I may need help with. After being diagnosed with Bipolar 1 Disorder my belief in that became even more concrete. No one could possibly understand or have any help to offer. Why would anyone want to? I’m nobody worth helping. Driven by these thoughts I decided on working a career that is focused on helping people. All day I provide a service that I believed was nonexistent for people like me. Do I believe I am essential? Not really, however I do believe that the knowledge that there is someone out there who can help is essential. People need people! It is essential to know that we are not alone. If any of that deems me essential then so be it. #Essential #BipolarDisorder #MentalHealth #wearenotalone #COVID19

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