Essential

I love how people say constantly feel better, when there is no such thing, no light at the end of the tunnel or they say I'll support u, be there for u, etc.

#Chatspace
#no Shame
#Upallnight
#friendships
#lonely
#Pain
#Painsomnia
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#CheckInWithMe
#Lonliness
#Essential tremors
#Christianity

I don't know how I feel mad, hurt, confused, etc. Why would people say they want to help u, u do everything u need to do, and u get burnt, not once but, twice.

Losing my Faith, Trust, etc.

Now, I know why I'm a loner.

Having surgery on Friday, please pray or send me good vibes, pray or good vibes if people wanna cross my path and give financially, and not use me, thank u all for the prayers, extremely frustrated and sad, now I know why I hold everyone at a distance.

Y'all r my friends and family, or at least some of u, I've blocked so many people trying to hit me up, wish they could or would try harder to monitor people that enter this site.

Thank u again to the REAL ones for the prayers and good vibes.

#ChateSpace
#Upallnight
#DistractMe
#Christianity
#Friendship
#lonely
#Pain
#Painsomnia
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#Lonliness
#CheckInWithMe
#Essential Tremors

So much Pain
Not Sleeping

I hate that pain makes the ET Worse

#Chatspace
#noshame
#Upallnight
#friendships
#lonely
#Pain
#Painsomnia
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#CheckInWithMe
#Essential tremors
#Nosupport
#Nosupportsystem

Sick and hurting, thank u all for ur support, care and love, not sleeping much.

For u that don't know and may ask

I have
Congenital Hydrocephalus,
Retinaopathy of Prematurity
Hypertonia
Chronic Knee, Ankle, Shoulder, Wrist Pain
2 L5 S1 Discectomies
Diverticulitis
Essential Tremors
Epicondylitis
Possible Neuropathy
Possible RA
Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
De Quarveins Tenosyvitis
Pulled Groin

No support, so I come here

#Painsomnia
#CheerMeOn
#ChronicIllness
#ChronicPain
#CheckInWithMe
#Lonliness
#Essential tremors
#Upallnight
#lonely
#Lonliness
#Pain
#Nosupportsystem
#Chatspace
#no Shame
#Friendlessness
#Sickness
#notsleeping