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Sad Today #Bipolar2 # Fibromyalgia #Migraine #OccipitalNeuralgia #DegenerativeDiscDisease

For close to eight years I have been a facilitator for two in-person mental health peer to peer groups a week. Since April attendance to the groups have steadily declined for various reasons. Then since the beginning of September, no one came to the meetings, not a single soul. I knew the meetings would have to stop so I made the announcement on our Facebook page what the last day would be. I got a few objections which I thought odd since no one was attending. I arrived yesterday at the building where the meetings had been held and it was being closed up, the owners were moving. So that is that. The groups were intended as support for those having mental health issues, to share ideas on how to cope with day to day life. It was very successful for eight years, then it wasn't. I wish I knew why. In the beginning the groups were established under a national mental health organization. We broke from them due to disagreements over policy. Unfortunately, that took away our ability to get the word out about us. Today I feel sad and lost. And like I let people down even though that isn't rational. I'm going to try and be good to myself today and enjoy the little things… like my cat on my lap and my dog at my feet. Thanks for letting me express my feelings.

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Sad Today #Bipolar2 # Fibromyalgia #Migraine #OccipitalNeuralgia #DegenerativeDiscDisease

For close to eight years I have been a facilitator for two in-person mental health peer to peer groups a week. Since April attendance to the groups have steadily declined for various reasons. Then since the beginning of September, no one came to the meetings, not a single soul. I knew the meetings would have to stop so I made the announcement on our Facebook page what the last day would be. I got a few objections which I thought odd since no one was attending. I arrived yesterday at the building where the meetings had been held and it was being closed up, the owners were moving. So that is that. The groups were intended as support for those having mental health issues, to share ideas on how to cope with day to day life. It was very successful for eight years, then it wasn't. I wish I knew why. In the beginning the groups were established under a national mental health organization. We broke from them due to disagreements over policy. Unfortunately, that took away our ability to get the word out about us. Today I feel sad and lost. And like I let people down even though that isn't rational. I'm going to try and be good to myself today and enjoy the little things… like my cat on my lap and my dog at my feet. Thanks for letting me express my feelings.

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Depression and moods got worse #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #PTSD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder

So my depression got worse to the point where I asked for help from my therapist but I didn’t know what I needed help for. My anxiety got bad and all of a sudden I was in a hypomania in therapy the other day. I never felt so happy in my entire life I cleaned my whole apartment. My energy levels were off the charts. I had a visit my Np and she saw first hand how my hypomania is. She upped my mood stabilizer and she wants to see me in two weeks.

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Depression and moods got worse #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #PTSD #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder

So my depression got worse to the point where I asked for help from my therapist but I didn’t know what I needed help for. My anxiety got bad and all of a sudden I was in a hypomania in therapy the other day. I never felt so happy in my entire life I cleaned my whole apartment. My energy levels were off the charts. I had a visit my Np and she saw first hand how my hypomania is. She upped my mood stabilizer and she wants to see me in two weeks.

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Explaining Bipolar Disorder: The YouTube Video #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #bipolarmania #MentalHealth

Here’s a little video I’ve put together with a voice over by my good self, explaining my understanding and my description of what Bipolar Disorder means to me. I hope you like it and if you have any questions, comments and or suggestions, please feel free to reach out in the comments section below 👇🏼 👌👍

youtu.be/7AathBkyYX0

#MightyTogether #Bipolar1Disorder #Bipolar2Disorder #MoodDisorders #Mania

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strange feeling

hi everyone! I've recently been experiencing a feeling of standing out from the rest of the people, and it's a very strange sensation. It's a mix between discomfort and coolness. It sounds strange. Have you ever felt this way?#Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #BipolarDisorder

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strange feeling

hi everyone! I've recently been experiencing a feeling of standing out from the rest of the people, and it's a very strange sensation. It's a mix between discomfort and coolness. It sounds strange. Have you ever felt this way?#Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #BipolarDisorder

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Substance Abuse Therapy 🍺🥃💉👃______ #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #Bipolar1Disorder #Bipolar2Disorder #Mania

Tomorrow I’m attending the Inspire Centre for therapy and assistance to help with my substance abuse issues. Here’s what I have written for them. If you have any suggestions or advice on what I’ve written, please let me know in the comments section below 👍

Last time I had a drink - 9th Sept.
Last time I took Cocaine - 9th Sept.

• Use was plain and simply an escape. An escape from the noise and chatter and chaos that I have to put up with 24/7. It might only have been for a couple of hours, but I needed it.

• It’s like my prescription drugs, that were working brilliantly, became less effective and the Bipolar was more prevalent causing this gap, a void that had to be filled, and I chose to fill it with alcohol and Cocaine.

• I know that my actions aren’t the best way to deal with it but I was just desperate. I know that mixing the two together forms Cocaethylene in the Liver, and this is Cardiotoxic.

• Without the Cocaine I wouldn’t have been able to write this explanation. My Bipolar medication robs me of my ability to express myself and explain my experiences in any way. It makes me numb. It’s a different numbness than that of what the Depression brings, but it is a numbness nonetheless.

• I don’t think I’ve got a substance abuse problem, but I’ve got a Mental Illness problem that isn’t being addressed. My meds worked well for a long time from when I started this combination. Slowly, I feel like the Bipolar chipped away at them and their ability to remedy the problem that the Bipolar caused, became less productive.

• After time, they (the medication) have become less effective, less efficient if you will. There is no cure for this illness but just a remedy to keep it manageable. I feel that they need reviewing and increasing where possible to avoid the dips in my recovery from this terrible affliction that consumes me relentlessly for every single minute of every single day.

• There is an onslaught of gaps in my psyche which are voids of emptiness that are being filled by the Bipolar and not the medication. It’s as though it has been setting me up to fall in its trap. Relentless in pursuit of finding a way in which impacts on me. It’s horrible.

#Addiction #Alcoholism #AlcoholAbuse #CocaineDependence #SubstanceRelatedDisorders #MentalHealth #MightyTogether

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