Impatient

I am not on here 24/7 and If you send me a message and a week goes by it’s because I’m busy trying to live and I’m on many other platforms. I am not ignoring you but if you block me because your pants are in a knot because of it I’m sorry but not all of us on here can be 24/7 . I have a brain injury and never remember to look in the message box even if I have notifications on. I probably will forget . So please don’t be rude because 24 hours went by and I didn’t see your message on here. If you block me I will block you. I have over 100k emails to get too. I do the best I can but I don’t sit here waiting for a message. This has happened now at least 5 times. #rude #Impatient #weareinthistogether .

I have depression and anxiety and so I had this one job for years and left because it was time for me to go and I have this new job and it’s amazing. Thing is the first week, I had to be there at 7:30am at my old job it was 9:30am so it’s taking me a while to get used to it. Is it just me or when this happens I get exhausted and I go home and cry. Same thing happened today since I was up at 4:30am and started at 6am and went to a bunch of different job site something I’ve never done before it’s a lot of change going on but yeah that’s basically what I feel and I’m impatient and I want to my best and I get frustrated that it’s a learning process but I just want to get to the point where I know how to my job automatically it just gets me down that I can’t do that :( #Newjob #Impatient #overwhelmed #TryingToStayPositive

My anxiety is teaming up with my lack of patience and creating a whole new beast in my brain, and a simple, random nightmare I had last night is making it even harder to feel safe and calm down in my bedroom, which is usually my safe place. I’ve been almost crying myself to sleep several times lately because all of my stress and anxiety as I move into the next big stage of my life (engagement and marriage) is starting to boil over on top of my work and extracurricular activities. My to do list keeps getting longer and I keep having less and less time in my day to accomplish some of it. I don’t know what to do anymore... #Anxiety #Undiagnosed #Stress #Impatient #scared

I had the worst experience with the mental health system this week. I went to the ER for severe medication with drawl as I was switching meds I thought it was serotonin syndrome. I had told them why I wanted to fix my medication in the first space ( I mentioned suicidal ideation). That was all they could hear and had me wait 15 hours to talk to a crisis counselor. I waited 36 hours to only be out of the ER only to be places in an addiction treatment center and not one for anxiety which I voluntarily opted for until I found the right meds. I’m feeling so much loss of faith

#Impatient #Anxiety #Depression #Losingfaith