Evening of tears as the waves crashed so calm so angry followed by the fog that tried to cloud my fears and anxious thoughts.... in a distance was a storm and light making me wonder what was and could b though it was so far the beauty was clear and strong #MightyPoets #Ithurtssobad #Pain #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
I’m only human and trust me I’m bleeding my knees hurt I barely have strength to get up anymore ... but it’s ok I’ll get up some way or the other some how I’m trying #CheckInWithMe #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PTSD #Ithurtssobad
I feel in love when I shouldn’t have y someone tell me y...
I have no rights to the picture #lovehurts #Ithurtssobad
this picture is not from me...
I feel this way every time u call or message me I feel in live with u when I shouldn’t have #Ithurtssobad #breakingheart
this week 1-12-19/1-19-19 was the week I met u the week that started the rollercoaster of my resent life as I know it... u tapped me on the arm the first day I met u and I didn’t even notice u .. I met ur girlfriend as u told me who she was and who u r and just trying to make convo.. day two I noticed u both following me and I felt awkward and always left avoiding u both ... day three is the day my world shifted. u grabbed me by the arm that night and I was so mean and wanted to run away when u told me I have been noticed.. day four I tried hard to not see u and u where there every other turn with and without ur girlfriend.. day five u cornered me in the stairwell I did everything but kick u and that’s when u told me who u where and how u r ... day six I saw u on the landing I was and I panicked cause I was getting curious... day seven I said screw it have my number and that time u kissed me as we parted ways was like no other ...
happy anniversary to the death of my faithfulness and to my heart cause this was the start of a burn that has yet to stop #CheckInWithMe #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Ithurtssobad
It’s been 3 years since my daughter has lived with me, he enrolled her in a school without me knowing, I don’t see her for months. I thought that things would go back to the way they were which was shared custody, I was in huge denial, I never thought anyone could be so mean. I’m not perfect, but one thing I can tell you is that I followed all the judges rules each and every one, and raised my daughter the very best that I could, never said a bad word about her dad, or tell her how mean he actually is to me. And he has bought her love, and told her many lies. He has $$$, and I don’t! #Talkingtohimdoesntwork #Hetellsmeconstantlysheisjusttobusy #Heputherineverysportimagineable #Wantmydaughterback #Ifeelsodown #Hehaswreckedmyselfesteemandselfworth #Somedaysiwishiwouldjustdie #Thepainistomuch #Ilovedbeingamom #IwantmybabybackHELP #dontknowwhattodo #Mydaughterneedsamom #Shehasnosparetimetoseeme #Ilovehermorethananything
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