justwhy

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I had plans today and it just HAD to be ruined! Did the construction workers HAD to come in today?! Now I can’t come out of my fucking room without fearing of being misgendered and trying to avoid them. I have severe social dysphoria. I’m non-binary, not a girl.. 😢

Not only that, but I’m TRYING to record something before my sister’s kids are home for summer break next week (which is a pain in the ass because of overstimulation), and I don’t have much time left before they do!

Please tell me they’ll leave soon…

#MyAutismIsNotADisorder #GenderDysphoria #nonbinary #LGBTQIA #Anxiety #SocialAnxiety #why #justwhy

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Are my nephews just here every Wednesday and Thursday from school at this point? Because this is starting to get really irritating thanks to my autism. I knew going out yesterday would get me disappointed today because I had a feeling they would be home the next day as well.

That sentence sounds so bad. I’m sorry. I love them. I do. It’s just them being loud, even if it’s just running footsteps (from my youngest nephew - ‘cause he’s a kid) freaking irritates me and now I kind of just want to cry.

Can’t I just have a good week? 😞

#Autism #Anxiety #Family #sad #justwhy #OhWell #fml

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Aaand my nephews are staying home from school for the rest of the week. I can just tell. But they’ve been quiet yesterday, surprisingly. But who knows if that’s gonna happen the rest of these days… sh*t 😕

Why am I so annoyed just from the thought of it?? I swear I love my nephews and know what’s going on with them, considering that they’re also just kids as well.

If they start being loud again, I’m going to cry. I was really looking forward to this week.. *sigh* oh well. I guess.

#Autism #sad #why #justwhy #Anxiety #Family #fml