Kallmann Syndrome

There is not too much I can say and I doubt I can put it into words properly.

This month I lost a fellow friend with Kallmann syndrome.

He took his own life. He was only 22 years old. He was younger than the age was when I was diagnosed. I spoke to him on line only a few days before and I noticed nothing untoward in the conversation.

I know he suffered from depression. I tried to help the best I could but we lived in different countries. He had family and friends around him who loved and cared for him deeply.

Having Kallmann syndrome, not going through a normal puberty and adolescence was not the whole reason for his depression perhaps but it was a significant contributing factor I think.

The psychological side of Kallmann syndrome, missing out on puberty, is often overlooked in patients I think. Sometimes it seems to be a case of once the hormone levels are restored to normal, then everything will be back to normal.

I try to raise awareness of our rare condition, but like other rare conditions it can be an uphill battle

One of my pet hates is the the internet meme "Do not confuse my medical degree with your Google / Internet search."

Thankfully I have never physically met a doctor who has tried this on me but I have heard stories from fellow patients where similar thoughts have been expressed.

Patient advocates can help fellow patients with internet searching to allow patients to ask their doctors informed and relevant questions at appointments.

With any rare condition it should be a two way process when doctor and patient can learn about the condition together.

The idea that "doctor knows best" is not always true.

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#KallmannSyndrome  #testosterone

I have Kallmann syndrome. To anybody else, I look like any other regular person perhaps a few years older than my real age.

I was termed a "late bloomer" when in fact I never went through puberty at all. Hormone replacement therapy now has helped with some of the physical development and at least I look at bit older but I still am still underdeveloped physically and emotionally.

I am still infertile, though that could be corrected with specialist hormone replacement therapy.

I am shy, prefer my own company and find it very difficult to be around other people socially or at work. Nobody can see why I should be shy and quiet and it is really only fellow patients that can understand how I feel.

Missing out on both puberty and adolescence has left a big hole in my life that I have found impossible to fill.

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Having a rare condition means you can sit opposite a health care professional and say to your self that you know far more about your own condition than the person opposite you.

Ideally, it should be a two-way process where you can both learn more about your condition as you share information you have found by talking to fellow patients.

The worst case scenario is to meet a doctor who does not take the time to listen and dismisses any outside information as total rubbish #KallmannSyndrome #PatientAdvocates

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I only feel totally relaxed when I am around fellow patients who share my rare condition, Kallmann syndrome.

I find it very difficult to be among people, shopping or just travelling about. I do prefer to be on my own and have my own space. I think the lack of physical and emotional development I have due to missing out on both puberty and adolescence still affects me to this day.

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I have Kallmann syndrome which meant I never went through puberty. Outwardly it does not appear I have a medical condition. I used to look very young for my age before diagnosis but with testosterone driven hair loss that has changed a bit.

One annoying thing about the condition is that it is difficult for others, apart from fellow patients to understand it. Even when you do explain it a lot of people think I was just a late starter and all is normal now, somehow overlooking the fact I have to take life long testosterone therapy and am infertile.

I have Kallmann syndrome, a form of hypogonadotropic hypogonadism which causes puberty to fail, which in turn mean patients are normally infertile.

It is not a well-known condition and I was dismissed as a "late bloomer" or "late developer" even at the age of 23 after I had left university.

It is not an easy condition to talk to anybody about, the lack of physical development makes people feel shy and isolated and can have difficulty forming emotional and physical relationships. Even with treatment we still do not go through normal puberty and remain infertile unless we have expensive, difficult to obtain specialist hormone replacement therapy.

Even when diagnosed it is not an easy condition to talk about amongst friends or family due to the very private nature of the condition. The fact that the condition also causes infertility can increase the need to keep the condition private in some family situations.

All this makes raising awareness of the condition more difficult. As a patient with the condition, I can see why my fellow patients do not wish to talk about their condition to others and I totally agree with them.

However, I do like talking about my condition and I refuse to be embarrassed just because I have this condition. I am happy to talk about my condition with anybody to help raise awareness. Early diagnosis and early treatment can be very beneficial.

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Kallmann syndrome is a rare hormonal disorder that prevents puberty from starting or fully completing. It can be a difficult condition to diagnose and often people such as myself are labelled as "late bloomers" or "late developers" well into our late teens and beyond.

Men with Kallmann syndrome such as myself do not get the normal physical development that should occur as teenagers. Even with later testosterone treatment we still do not get the development we should have got. Testosterone therapy can give us the muscle development and male sex drive but we are still left with a poor body image.

It can vary a lot between patients with but we are normally left with undersized genitalia which can severely affect our self-confidence and body image. To others, we look like anybody else, albeit perhaps a few years younger than our true age so people can not understand why we might shy of social situations and physical relationships.

Without a correct diagnosis, it can be a lonely situation, thinking that you are the only person in the world not going through puberty. Even with diagnosis and treatment, it can be difficult to have the normal male drive but lack the experience and confidence to act on the drive. Fellow patients can sometimes feel very isolated and are only really able to open up if they are fortunate enough to meet or contact fellow patients.

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