I've decided to post my bff again for you all to make you smile - my puppy Peanut.

I feel a little better today, but in spite of that, I am still on an emotional rolleecoaster. Ever since COVID-19, my emotions have been all over the place and it has been a JOB trying to manage them.

Not to mention, my dad died a few wks ago. I, fortunately, have made peace with his death. However, that doesn't mean that I don't still feel hurt and sadness.

Life is not what I thought it would be.....at all. Adulthood is also not what I thought it would be. It has become more of a job rather than actually enjoying life. When did life get to this point?

I struggle with a lot. So much I can't keep up, but I am so grateful for this app and for all of you. I've needed you all for a long time, not knowing an app like this even existed.

Anyway, Peanut here, is by my side, being there for me and offering support. May his cute face spruce up your day and make you all smile.

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