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I am broken. After years of emotional abuse and having to hear that no one will ever want me, my husband left me and just enjoying being single and going on dates with different woman. Being over 40, little over weight and turning grey, I sit alone at home rumenating that I am unlovable. I feel so alone. After the divorce all our friend (his friends) choose him and he slept with my only "friend", making sure I have no one.
I sit and imagine him with the other woman. I did not want the divorce but he felt trapped. I can't even be a good mom for my children because I am sad and depressed all the time.

My dad out the house up for sale in Aug. It had some views. No offers yet. The feed back was people said they can "Smell cats smell" & the price is to high. The house was sprayed to get rid of the smell. My dad did lower the price a little.so hopefully it will sell. I guess things will happen the why it should. I really do wanna move and be closer to my family. Live closer to my favorited cousin. A part of me thinks the house isn't gonna sell and i will be stuck here forever. Like this house is cursed. Ok! Thats my #negative thinking. I don't wanna get my hopes up. I really want this to happen. I'M trying to be very #positive Another house on the street that is for sale. Hasn't sold yet either. We had people this past friday for a viewing. But haven't heard anything yet. #TheMighty #MightyTogether #MentalHealth #Depression #Anxiety

I'M not broken, I'M just cracked at times. crayons get broken and you thrown then away. You can't threw away humans. I don't like the term "I'M Broken". I feel like it's a #negative term we feed our minds. We need to be careful what we feed our minds and hearts.

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When you are around someone who is #negative 24 hours. It can be very draing on you. It really effects your #MentalHealth . So it's okay to set #bondaries with that person/people. To set limited on how much time you can handle spending time with them. We should all be around #positive people who will lift us up. Give us support and what not.

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Negative Thoughts are very hard to fight with. I feel like there is a yelling match going on in my head. I am in the process of adding to my depression meds. I feel all messed up. I hate med changes. In the end I know it is the right thing to do. I just wish it didn't take so long for the meds to adjust to my body.