nothingleft

As the days pass I’m finding myself convincing myself that I’m better off alone. My favorite artist “rod wave” has a new song “alone”. I feel the pain in that song because I too feel worthless Like I ain’t worth ish. Wake up everyday work hard do your best and it’s never enough. No friends. No shoulder to cry on at night. Just always feeling like you always gotta overwork and prove something that in the end never seems to matter anyway. Work sucks. I think I’m not meant to be happy. I believe in God but I feel invisible to him. Like I’ve come so far. And it still feels pointless! I saw 2 rainbows today and I just want to know when will I feel happy! I feel I’m loosing control and I have no place or no one to understand me, love me or accept me! I have no place that feels like home. Im so sad but on the outside you would never know! #nothingleft

I had thought I new my direction I thought I was finding my passion but since then I have been lost with no clue as to who I am or where I’m going. My life feels a constant struggle physically mentally emotionally. I see my days filled with dread and no one to tell. I have no energy for work no excitement for my family. #nothingleft #depressiontomuch

#nothingleft My 18 year marriage is over and every day is a struggle. I don’t know how to stop the sadness from overwhelming me.

What’s left when your back is against the wall and the ground is crumbling beneath your feet? A high building, the train tracks? #Checkwithme #nothingleft

Ready to give up. Can't fight anymore. So tired and worn out.
#CheckInWithMe #nothingleft