phonetime

My father and I never had a good relationship and it was clear that he never wanted kids. we were fine with the occasional call and texting each other on holidays. But now that he's remarried, his wife tells me I need to call my father more even though he doesn't do the same and is barely there when we do talk. he's gone so far as to calm me a disappointment and he expects more from me.

Do I just cut my losses and ignore their messages or do I try to put effort in again knowing it will never be enough. #phonetime #Fathers #Stepmom #feelinunwanted

I had labs drawn, 3 doctor appts, and was on the phone several times with several different RN's between yesterday and today, so I'm feeling pretty tired but I did get some peppers and eggplant roasting in the oven. It smells so good! I'm grateful for being able to do something good throughout the busyness.
#52SmallThings #appointments #phonetime #veges #grateful #thankful #practice #Gratitude