Stalker

Sometimes it feels like my life is a soap opera.

I now have a harasser/ stalker. I haven’t felt safe where I live but don’t really have anywhere else to go until tomorrow, which would then mean being in the same house as my ex boyfriend and that’ll just have a whole other impact on my mental health.

I’m hoping I am actually safe here though as my neighbours and flatmates know what the person looks like, as well as the buildings security. Been clear so far as far as I know.

In great news (understatement), my blood test results came back normal!! On the lower end of the normal range but it’s normal and that’s all that matters.

I’m still bruising and losing weight though, so I have a doctors appointment on Tuesday. I’m now below 7 stone, and I don’t remember the last time I was. Also losing hair.

ENT appointment on Monday and I’m impatiently waiting. I just want to know what kind of course of action they want to do. And also to confront them about why they never told me about the cholesteatoma.

Chronic pain has been bad unfortunately. I actually had to take painkillers. It’s a lot of sudden sharp pains and it seems to be pretty constant. It is what it is though.

#ChronicPain #ent #Stalker #Harassment #bloodtest #WeightLoss #HearingLoss #HairLoss

so I had this boyfriend, he was a manipulator and a crazy psychopath and made me go through HUGE amount of stress to break up with. he literally started from begging to threatening to get me back and I had to lie and tell him I was getting married and changed my number.
now after 2 months he has found me on social media and this is the 4th time he has made a fake account and sent me messages. and I blocked him again and again.(he is not threatening me, but I think soon he's gonna do it)
I am really afraid and tired.
everytime I see his name I get panic attacks...!!!!!
and he has hit me so many times left me with bruises.
what should I do?

Hi. I’m writing here because I’m kind of scared for myself. I’ve become obsessed with this guy I talked to for 2 months. It’s like I’ve gone bonkers. We only hung out once. He almost took my virginity, thank God I didn’t let it go that far or I’d probably be feeling worse. But then he basically ghosted me. And I kept calling/texting him like a crazy person. And then I worried something may have happened to him becuase I’m thinking “why would he ignore me? No way he’d be so cruel.” So I went to his house and he said nothing just closed the door in my face. He’s made it clear he doesn’t want to talk to me ever again but I don’t know why and that drives me crazy. Along with the rejection. And I miss him? Idk how. But I do. I haven’t been diagnosed with BPD, just depression and anxiety, but I’m pretty sure I have it. I’ve never handled rejection well in dating and I think this is worse this time because of the physical aspect. I just don’t know what to do. He told me if I contacted him again he’d contact lawyers and the police and show them his phone records. That’s the only thing stopping me. But I STILL want to talk to him. And I’m scared it won’t ever go away. I don’t want to be this person. He deserves to be left alone. I get that. But my brain just keeps thinking about him and just wishing he’d talk to me.

Has anyone else experienced something similar? I don’t want to be a stalker or a bother. I just don’t know what to do. I thought he really cared about me. He laid it on thick. But it was all just talk I guess.

It seems like I can’t catch a break!!! I have one creepy guy after another trying to talk to me and get me to do things with them. They all appear really creepy and two of them have found my address and the other knows the general area!! Please help!!! What makes me such a target??? Or just what makes people in general a target?
#SexualAbuse #Stalker #SexualAssault #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #AnorexiaNervosa