swag

First thought is I got a email talking about #swag but the link does not work. It would make my day to get a gift. Especially a T-shirt if its size 4X lol I have no type of support. I live in pain that is constant. Just typing this is causing me agony of unbelievable pain. I come on here an read seldom do I try to type any more. But at times like now I feel the need to. I would like the shirt an it fit so maybe I can get people to talk to me.ii am alone 24/7 accept when I go to drs or my personal care attendant that comes 5 hours a week. But for last month i have not had a pca. So things have been rough cause I had days I can't use my hands an or walk. But I will work to remain positive. Negatively only makes dealing with pain an life so much worse. I have to be my own support network so this I had to learn alone. But its work to be positive. Humans naturally take the easy way especially when sick in pain etc an your not thinking clearly. Its a matter when you have easy times to practices the positive around you an positive in your self!!! Then work on a way rthat it can go into every part of your life an day. But remember Rome wasn't built in a day so this may take time. But its what helps me survive.