#am I crazy for thinking it was easy?#
#Cancer Cancer has been the easiest thing in my life. Found by accident, surgery to remove it, no chemo no radiation no nothing. Follow up skins yearly for 5 years and I'm cured. Why can't rest of my life easy easy? The rest of my life just makes me want to die. Cannot stand the pain in my back and leg anymore. No one can give me any answers good or bad about how to make it more tolerable, now I'm peeing what seems like 24/7 in this nothing they can do about that either. Again cancer is easy. And I don't even know where to go about my daughter. Had surgery to remove my kidney 3 weeks ago no phone calls no visits no nothing. She doesn't care. Like I said cancer was easy!