Feel like a failure
My psychiatrist told me two days ago that he won’t sign off on disability papers because I am too young and he doesn’t feel like I am disabled. I’ve been out of work the entire year, I only worked 4 months of the year last year, I’ve done an IOP three times. My therapist has been telling me that I need to be on disability and I see her every week/ every two weeks. So am I not disabled? And if not, then I have no idea what I’ll do about employment. My background: I received my Bachelors in English Literature in 2014 and have not been able to secure employment with this degree. I’ve worked for ten years in different jobs but nothing came from my diploma. I only got a pay raise as a result of having this degree in one job. My dream was to become a journalist. I’ve freelanced for a couple of local publications but nothing major. I did everything I was supposed to do- go to college and do well, yet I am stuck. I don’t know what my next move is. I will not be applying to jobs right now, maybe next year, but once again I don’t know what to work in. I do not want to teach and that’s all I know definitely. Thank you for reading this post. #Bipolar1