I’m 27, I live in pain daily in so many ways I loose track of symptoms and of what hurts. I have no life because I’ve abandoned friends so much they’ve all dashed I guess we were never truly friends. I’ve never really had a normal life or gotten to live a proper problematic young adult hood I’ve had lupus since the age of 7 ,20 years. I’m tired 😓 doctors want give me pain medication, I wonder what makes other patients more deserving than myself. Even tho I’m tired I’m not ready to give up I can’t give up, I have siblings and nieces and nephews I have to live for a can’t imagine them being hurt because I chose to quit, something has gotta change. #ic #InterstitialCystitis #bladderCystitis #Pain #hurt #tired #Lupus #Fibromyalgia #Osteoarthritis #highbloodpressure #LupusNephritis #KidneyDisease #Hypertension #Depression #Anxiety #Asthma