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I hope you're doing better than me. I know it's been a while since I kinda slithered out cuz my health got bad. I'm still struggling but I have respronser illidies. I'm cleverly disguised as a human adult *shut up, a boy can dream*
Anywho. You know that food you want to try but you're worried about trying. All of your most loved food was once an unknown until you tried it.
Be open to growth as an intentional community. It's joy, simple yet profound joy found in the ordered vibration in ecstatic cacophony. We are, each of us, notes to the most beautiful arrangement and yet still we are pure chaos which is giving birth to new and wonderful ways to illicit sound from the nuanced nature of universal ecstacy.
We are starshine, dust bunnies in the nebula looking for signs of life.
I will never light up a room just by walking in but I won't diminish the light that is shining through the darkness for everyone else.
I need more peanut butter.
I am not some lithe elven twink withering away from lack of the one true way unsolicited dick pics in my mailbox. However I will swear fealty to whoever gets me birria tacos from the Mexican bar and restaurant. I will marry the first person who makes me some tapioca pudding from scratch. I'm a simple man.
I was sitting here thinking about food and little brain chimes in with this straight from the patriarchy mansplaining bullshit and big brain chimes in saying we need more THC. Can't have more gummies but I can suck on my disposable vape and feel completely at peace with the universe and when I look at my darling stupidhead, I don't know how I got to be so lucky. She's fighting being tired cuz she is running out of her most important medicine and it's been fine for the last 4 years.. nothing changed. But now Medicaid is acting suspicious. She submitted forms to my psychiatrist office now that she has Medicaid and she needs a doctor who knows how to both diagnose and treat and genuinely care. I'm gonna pull some strings to try to get her hooked up with my psychiatrist.
Anywho
I'm coming down from my high but I've been dragging on my vape. I wish the taste was sweeter. It's got 2 tanks with 2 different flavors. One side is butter. The other side is supposed to be Long Island iced tea. I tried each side and I was like hold up this is weird. Then it started to grow on me.
My back itches verily and heretofore do I seek your hand...to scratch my itchiest spots.
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