Life's been really cruel to me.. I don’t deserve this.. How am I supposed to face all this.. I am not that strong.. Not yet.. I feel being alive has become the biggest challenge.. I don’t wanna be suicidal but it’s just getting so hard for me.. Everyone's being so mean to me.. What's my fault.. Maybe getting depression.. This is my fault.. And,my family has never left any chance to remind me this.. I wish I could leave everyone.. I wish I wasn’t that dependent on them.. They were supposed to support me.. Not making my life hell.. Believe me, I have lost so much in these years.. The heartbreaks,pains.. So many times I have been suicidal and wanted to end everything.. Still, I always wanted to live.. Cause I always believed I deserved better.. But, they never leave a single chance to remind me all my heartbreaks and pains.. Blaming me and making me feel like I don’t deserve to be alive.. I can't take it anymore... Enough is enough... I just wanna live.. I deserve better people in my life.. Unfortunately, I don’t have them... It’s getting so much.. I am tired.. #Depression #MentalHealth #Anxiety #SuicidalThoughts #CheckInWithMe






