Rough morning, tremors were rough, was in bed til almost noon, been on the couch all day, which is great if I can make it here, some days, I just can't make it here.

Fixed supper Ramen Noodles, almost knocked off the boiling water, dropped the noodles, on the couch, I guess counting my Blessings that I don't have a husband, kids, or caregiver because of the way I am, I would hate anyone to see me like this.

I guess it is an amazing thing that my family doesn't care😢😭😢😭😢😭, this is just extremely hard, thank u all for not minding my daily, multiple times a day rants, being so supportive, caring, loving, thank u all for being my friends and family.

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