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Rough morning, tremors were rough, was in bed til almost noon, been on the couch all day, which is great if I can make it here, some days, I just can't make it here.

Fixed supper Ramen Noodles, almost knocked off the boiling water, dropped the noodles, on the couch, I guess counting my Blessings that I don't have a husband, kids, or caregiver because of the way I am, I would hate anyone to see me like this.

I guess it is an amazing thing that my family doesn't care😢😭😢😭😢😭, this is just extremely hard, thank u all for not minding my daily, multiple times a day rants, being so supportive, caring, loving, thank u all for being my friends and family.

#chronic Pain


Maybe... Perhaps...

It's hard for me to convince myself that someone truely cares about me. I know they do, but in my mind, I either question them or I think they are lying. I didn't want someone to leave me, I did what I could for them not to leave, but they did anyway. Now after all the anger and frustration, I decided to push them away. Avoid them completely because I felt that I was not enough, they really didn't care about me, and that everything was a lie. I had been abandoned all over again. They ended up coming back even though I've been asking God to help me to let them go, but for some reason I can't. I don't see it as a sign or some blessing in disguise. It only makes me more afraid, more unsure, and all the more ready to run again. #MentalHealth #Depression #pushingpeopleaway #Feelingabandoned #Notenough #NoOneCaresAboutMe


Made it through the day kinda #suicidal

Made it through the day but I wish I hadn't i still keep going round and round in my head about everything. I still feel like my youngest brother hates me for being the way I am. That he and the rest of my family don't love me and never did. This is so different then ever before I don't want to kill myself to make my dad or mom or any of my abusers pay, now its just cuz there isn't a place for me in my own family let alone the world. The saddest part to me is it's not that I couldn't have been saved it's that no one ever cared enough to save me. Ixtab is calling me whispering sweetly in my ear "come with me there is no more pain here" I can feel her warm embrace comforting me. I don't even know why I am bothering to post this because #noonnecares on here either. I'm just so tired. Tired of giving well others take. Tired of caring when no one cares. But most of all tired of being brave and soldiering on just to keep doing it, maybe that's my purpose maybe I'm just the sacrifice so that others don't have to feel this pain. Anyway I'm going to go sleep. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow. #suicidal #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide #CPTSD #PTSD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #alone #tired #Broken #NoOneCaresAboutMe #Ijustwanttodie

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Alone, All Alone

I’m so sorry for what you’re going through as I can relate with you. Aside from my #ChronicIllness which no one #Believeinyou , I have to listen to #everyonematters and every #Burden lies on me. I cry myself to sleep with my pillow soaked in my own tears. Is there a painless #Suicide because I would gladly make the attempt without any hesitation. #NoOneCaresAboutMe so what’s the point of ##Livingalone ?

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I don’t think I’ve ever had such a #painful day, from ##bodyaches to #Migraine and my entire body #hurtssobad ! Is it the weather or my #InvisibleIllnesses ? I’m so #depressed that all I want is to be #aloneinlife with no phone ringing, I don’t want to talk to ##anyone because #NoOneCaresAboutMe , so I’m better off #aloneinlife and #SufferInSilence and ##BiteTheBullet .


Haven’t been on in a while. (Not that anyone cares)

Not that anyone cares but I haven’t been on the mighty in a while because the reason I got the app was to feel noticed. The affect was the opposite. Things have only gotten worse and I’m at the point where I just don’t know what to do anymore. Advice? If there’s anyone out there who feels unnoticed I’d like like to tell you that I know you exist. #CheckInWithMe

#Depression #Unnoticed #Anxiety #SocialAnxiety #alone #NoOneCaresAboutMe