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    Saturday Thoughts..

    Healing is a different type of emotion. Of feeling. Of explanation. Of anything I've encountered.

    My mind is non stop.
    Therapist voice keeps popping in.
    Saturdays are my only off days. Have so many ideas of what I can do. What I can get done. My body always says otherwise.
    Trying to not let someone else's energy affect mine, yet it works. (Not in an aggressive way)
    Needing to get some self-paced school work done yet brain is fried most days.
    Determined to try for my forever home this yr yet not having slight help nor motivation.
    (Goes back to the energy thought)
    Wanting better for myself but some days don't feel it.
    Therapy has opened so many blinds & all I see have been emotional marks on those blinds.
    Trying to sit with thyself & feel yet I stop half way due to not liking it. Uncomfortable.
    I feel these thoughts are on repeat everytime I need to get em out.
    Same thoughts, different day.
    Trying to reverse the negative thought... work in progress.

    Healing is a different type of emotion. Of feeling. Of explanation. Of anything I've encountered.

    #Anxiety #Depression #Insomnia #Trauma #PTSD #Healing #Grief #Therapy #innerwork #GAD #CheckInWithMe #Chatspace #pencilcase

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    Car Journaling

    It was brought to my attention that I should have a car journal. As a writer, I've nvr really thought about it. I just journal before work & before bed. Hardly in between. After hearing the benefits it has, here I am getting my car journal all set up. & YES, I'll wait til I'm parked to write. I'm not THAT stupid. Lol.

    Here's to trying something new for ones creative brain. May this technique bring the zen that is needed for ones journey. 🖤🍋🦋

    For those of you who journal/write, have you done such?! If so, how'd it go?! I'd love to hear your experiences.

    #Anxiety #Depression #Insomnia #Trauma #PTSD #Healing #Therapy #Journaling #Migraines #CheckInWithMe #Chatspace #mighty

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    Story Time

    Was nvr a reader thanks to a wandering mind growing up. Would always forget what I read within seconds. ADHD much, possibly.

    Now that I've started a journey to better myself. To understand myself. I've become a reader. I've become a note taker..

    These books were recommended to me. Thought I'd spend the "unnecessary" money on 'em & hope they're what is needed for this journey.

    If y'all have read any of these, how are they? Worth the sale price?! Did they help your journey?

    #Anxiety #Depression #Insomnia #Trauma #Migraines #PTSD #GAD #Grief #Therapy #Healing #Chatspace #CheckInWithMe #selfhelp #MightyBookClub

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    Needed Space...

    .... to get the thoughts out of head & I'm not a fan of "notes" on the phone.

    Here I sit in my car, church parking lot, due to work & the thoughts of anxiety are consuming so much space.
    I've noticed the emotions since yesterday & allowed myself to just sit & recognize what my mind & body was trying to tell me.

    Last Sunday I returned home from my very first out of state solo trip. Drove 13 hrs from AZ to CO & that was beyond needed. Idk why I allowed self-sabotage to control me for so long. Once I got back, I felt my depression creep in for a day or two. Got that under controlled.

    This past Friday I felt my anxiety try to come & play during work. I fought it off due to being at work & not wanting to cause a scene. That night it was good. Went out & saw The Lion King Musical for the first time. Loved it. That calmed the nerves.

    Today, I can feel every emotion trying to creep its way back in. I'm trying to remember techniques I've been shared yet some are not quite what is needed.

    Tuesday is my session after having a week off. I can not wait for it. Much needed. This therapist has been such a blessing in disguise. Opened so many doors, good & bad, yet the bad has put a lot into perspective. Always looking for the positive in a negative situation. Always reasoning behind actions... I believe.

    My mind & body is just full of so much right now. Trying to sit with everything yet trying to push some emotions to the side is exhausting. Remembering I'm at work is what's keeping me from crashing to my knees.

    Ya'll, mental illness is not for the weak. This ish is hard.... & I will not be giving up nor giving in. I will come thru on top. I will define my life. This constant "battle" will not.

    If you've made it thus far, you're the real mvp. I was just trying to calm thy thoughts the way I know how. Thank you. 🖤

    #Anxiety #Depression #PTSD #Trauma #selfsabotage #Migraines #Healing #Therapy #Insomnia #Chatspace #CheckInWithMe #GAD

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    Healing....

    What are some techniques you are doing on this healing journey?

    Inner child work.
    Shadow work.
    Self-Help Books

    What are some advice, pointers, & suggestions you'd give someone who is on the journey who feels hopeless. Clueless. Weak. Unmotivated. & any other "negative" adjective.

    Pinterest is only doing so much.
    Therapy is helping yet some days sessions feel pointless.

    Any & all help is greatly appreciated.
    #Anxiety #Depression #Migraines #Chatspace #CheckInWithMe #undiagnoised #MentalHealth #Insomnia #Grief #Healing #Therapy #selfhelp #ShadowWork #innerchild #PTSD #Trauma

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    Reflection Post

    If you asked me 6 months ago how I was mentally doing, I'd cry on the spot & tell you my whole life story with a side of sarcasm of "living my best life."
    Today, not so much. I'll occassionally have those dark days, but not as bad. Life is not all rainbows, it's how we come out that will test our strength. I will proudly tell you how my day is going, which always starts with a big bowl of gratitude. That's become my love language. No shame, either!

    I've started a journey for myself that I'm forever proud of. Taking those first steps was not easy that's for sure but continuing those steps to better oneself makes that walk a whole lot better! I see the brightness from within. I see the courage when presented with weakness. I see the change & it's such a beautiful reflection..

    To that woman who was struggling & couldn't find the words to do better, look at you now?! You bravely acknowledged those demons & knew something needed to change. You took it upon yourself with no reassurance to start this scary yet rewarding journey. YOU did it all by yourself! I am sorry it took this long to commit tho! Those demons were at some point to strong.

    Here's to continuing on this journey with an open mind. Open arms. & one big ole open heart. 🖤🦋

    #Anxiety #Depression #Migraines #Chatspace #CheckInWithMe #undiagnoised #MentalHealth #Selflove #Therapy #Insomnia #Healing #Grief #GAD

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    Therapy Decision..

    So, my therapist told me yesterday during our session that she will be leaving this company at the end of the month & moving on to better opportunities with a new organization. Only thing, this new organization does not accept insurance & is out of pocket... ouch!

    It's been 6 months of being on this therapy journey with my therapist. My first therapy rodeo & this happens. Ugh. I've seen a huge change within myself yet of course some days I fall back down. Therapy has been a huge help within my story & I'm forever thankful for my therapist to give me that push. She's been amazing these last 6 months.

    The way my anxiety works is now I'm overthinking of my choices. Do I start all over again & open up to someone new? Do I follow my therapist knowing I won't be able to afford it or do I just cross the finish line of this journey & call it a win, even though some days don't feel like a win?

    To my fellow mighties who are on this therapy journey & who have experienced something similar, how did y'all handle the news? Did you go with someone new? How was that? Did y'all end your journey even though you feel like it should have continued? Did you follow your therapist? I'd love to hear any & all experiences. I'd love to be given some pointers/advice..

    I'm torn. & I know it's all up to me, but just hearing others go thru similar experiences will ease this anxiety of mine.

    #Anxiety #Depression #Migraines #Chatspace #CheckInWithMe #undiagnoised #MentalHealth #Selflove #Therapy #PTSD #GAD #Insomnia #Grief #Healing

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    Therapy Talk..

    "I'm going to be switching organizations. I will no longer be with this company. I do know my new office does not accept insurance. It's out of pocket only..... "

    Y'all, my therapist is moving on to better opportunities & I'm torn. Excited for her yet nervous for me. Confused as usual.

    This month marks 6 months of being in therapy, EVER, & I've found such peace in this journey. In this therapist. I can see how much I've changed just in this short while & I owe some it to her.

    Am I ready to start "over" with someone new? Will they keep on this path that my therapist & I have already created? Will I like this person? Feel "safe" (open up to) with this individual?
    So. Many. Questions. In. My. Head.

    Sadly, I can't afford out of pocket costs, which pisses me off for those of us who truly need these sessions yet can't due to finances, but that's for a whole different day/post.
    Even if I do monthly sessions instead of bi-weekly, I feel as if I won't get much in... if that makes sense. Is there even that option to do monthly?!

    For those of you who are down this therapy journey,
    1: good for you for acknowledging that you need the help & taking that step of committing.

    2: how did you handle the news of being told that you may be given a new therapists?
    Or finding a new one on your own?
    (This therapist was recommended to me)

    All of this is new to me & I'm torn of what to do... anxiety on the other hand knows EXACTLY what to do. Lol.

    Any & all pointers/advice are welcomed. Please & thank you.

    #Anxiety #Depression #Migraines #Chatspace #CheckInWithMe #undiagnoised #MentalHealth #Insomnia #Grief #Therapy #PTSD #GAD

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    Looking for surgery recovery memes #Surgery #Caregiver #Family #Support

    My future daughter-in-law had surgery As a veteran mighty I thought funny recovering from surgery memes would be helpful. Please help me out by posting positive/supportive/encouragement/funny snarky memes I can share #liftmeup #Chatspace #Healing #Postop #Meme

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    The Way My Mind Works...

    .... is I'll think about an incident for days, especially if it triggered my nervous system.

    That is how my wknd went. As much as I'd try to occupy my mind, it'd go back to Friday & how I was treated in front of my coworkers.

    I wanna confront my boss & let her know how she handled the situation was wayy out of the "professional" box. She had NO right approaching me in the manner that she did. No boss should EVER approach their employees with the tone she used. We're ALL adults, you're a professional, we're NOT your child, you're NOT at home.

    For someone whose NOT a fan of confrontation & shuts down in those moments due to trauma growing up & is going to therapy to better their life, how can they get past this & handle it without falling?! This scenario has played in my head ALL wknd. That's how bad it hurt. It's not the first time I've been belittled like that from this boss yet it was the first time in front of my coworkers... I can't talk with my main boss due to them making the situation about them & covering up for my other boss..

    Working in a toxic environment hurts my head. Trying to escape this is rough right now. Looking for a better opportunity is challenging due to my financial demands being too "strong" for what is out there.

    How can I approach this situation where I dont look like the weak link when in reality, it's my boss whose the weak link? How do I approach a person who will argue with you til they're dead of having to be right, when they're clearly not. How can I let my main boss know about this situation without her belittle me?

    My anxiety has been thru the roof this wknd. Of all wknds my therapist is out of the office too. Going into work tmrw is not what I wanna do. I don't even wanna see my boss's face yet she needs to know what she did wrong..

    To say I'm lost would be an understatement..

    #Anxiety #Depression #Migraines #Chatspace #CheckInWithMe #undiagnoised #MentalHealth #Insomnia #Trauma #ToxicWorkEnviroment #Therapy #PTSD #GAD #MentallyExhausting