Dailystruggle

I just can't get motivated to do anything. House is a disaster and needs to be cleaned, laundry is clean but just in piles, not folded or hung up so now I will have to iron or throw everything back in the dryer to get the wrinkles out. I quit my server job because I'm too exhausted. I started another job as a shopper/delivery person where I can make my own schedule, work as little or as much as I want and I can't even convince myself to do this. My husband passed away from a massive heart attack last December and everyone tells me I'm still grieving, it's going to take time, etc. And I get that, I just want to be able to get through one day without forcing myself to be back to my old self. I am not someone who has to or wants to talk about feelings, I'm already taking antidepressants and have been for years. I'm so tired of being exhausted for no reason.

« Hooo no! Showering? Well, I am dressing up and it’s already good! 💪🏻 » #BehcetsDisease #InvisibleIllness #Psoriasis #PsoriaticArthritis

I just joined The Mighty as a contributor and needed this news right now in my life I'm honored and grateful to be a part of a forum dedicated to connecting people who suffer similar life-struggles. It also allows me to feel less isolated in my mental despair as well as using my passion for writing as a therapeutic tool. #Therapy #Dailystruggle #TBI #Depression #generalizedanxiety #PTSD #Trauma #PseudobulbarAffect

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#Cantgetoutofbed

That voice that is truly cruel to you (to the point where it can be terrifying) when you’re having an episode/attack or even just doing nothing?
Mine is Cora the C word, after one of the main villains from the show once upon a time