Feeling hopeless today. Another day of #Gastroparesis and I am either starving or throwing up because I couldn't stop eating from insatiable hunger.
Just as the title says, I am eating myself sick. It doesn't matter what I eat. Soft foods, liquids, regular texture easy to digest foods. Gastroparesis apparently causes hunger signals to get mixed up. I've eaten until I threw up twice today. I was at the ER Saturday from other GP complications. This is not a life. It's just suffering with little good bits mixed in few and far between. I'm so sick of specialist after specialist. I can't afford it. The copays, the meds, the special food, all the food that gets wasted. It's expensive. I'm disabled so it's a one income household. #ChronicIllness #Depression #BingeEating #gastroparesissucks