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Dear life, when I asked if I could feel any worse, that wasn’t a challenge!

The antibiotics definitely aren’t working, and the side effects have me feeling worse than ever before.

How awful I’m feeling makes me want cuddles but I only saw my boyfriend yesterday so I’ll just have to wait it out :(

#breathlessness #nausea #heartracing #Dizziness #lightheaded #antibiotics #SideEffects #Fever #Sweating #lossofappetite #illness #Infection

Wow. I am in full blown hypomanic/manic mode right now. I am talking to so many people and commenting on so many status, etc. It’s like a snorted a line of cocaine. My vision has even slightly adjusted to being sharper and slightly more magnified. I am extremely restless and I don’t know what to do with myself. I even feel slightly suicidal, it’s weird.
What to do in this state???

I am taking 750 Divalproex ER.

#Bipolar #BipolarDisorder #Manic #hypomanic #restless #heartracing