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Has got to be one of the WORST feelings of all time! I made the mistake many of us do, by molding my world around him as he stood at the center of it, so without him, I have nobody. I’m feeling all these annoying normal feelings of a breakup ON TOP of this stupid depression. I feel like any progress I made is gone and I’m back at square one. I don’t know how I will get through this. The pain is unbearable. I sincerely feel I don’t deserve this. I gave him everything I had to give. 6 years of on again off again, it’s like we always found our way back to each other. However now I’m wondering if it was all just a trauma bond. How do I get over this and move on when the stupid depression keeps me in bed?? I am soooo lost and depressed. 😭😭My soul feels shattered. I don’t know what to do, how to pick myself up or how to move on. It’s been him and only him for 6 years now… and after 3 months of being back together after breaking up for a year, he just decided to cut it off for good… I don’t understand. Nothing makes any sense right now. I’m just hurting so bad right now.
#MajorDepressiveDisorder
#Anxiety
#Heartbroken
#lost
#BreakupsSuck
#sad
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#confused
#hurt

Does anyone else have chronic broken ribs? They take so long to heal that more break before the last ones heal so you are always broken. And all it takes is a sneeze and snap another one breaks. The pain is constantly excruciating and it makes breathing so exhausting and taxing. What do you do to survive this torture? #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #tiredofbeingsofragile #ChronicPain #Cantsleep #CRPS #rsd #Osteoporosis #Scoliosis #brokenribs #brokenbones #cantbreath #cantdothismuchlonger #nothingcutsthepain #Insomnia #Losingmymind #ineedafriend