Is it simple?
Lately, I’ve been feeling a profound sense of disconnection from myself and the world around me. It’s like there’s a thick wall between me and everything I once found joy in. I often find myself wanting to sleep more than anything else, as if it’s the only escape from the weight of my thoughts and emotions.
When I try to talk to others about how I’m feeling, even my mom and my roommate, I often hear the same advice: “Just pray more,” or “Try to enjoy life.” When I mention the nightmares I’ve been having, they seem to think it’s a devil's influence or something similar. While I understand they mean well, it sometimes feels dismissive. It’s hard to find joy or connection when everything feels so heavy.
I just want to express these feelings and find a way through this fog.