Just Feel Lonely
Just I Have Difficulty Leaving My House at Times.
If I Stay Outside My House too long I Get Panic Attacks.
People look at My Outside Appearance and Assume I don't Have these issues.
And it kinda makes me feel more Alone.
Because I feel these Feelings In my Body.
But People Can't See What I Feel on the Inside.
Only The Outside.
Just I Joined a Group with similar interests.
but I Be feeling like Since I Struggle to leave my house and do meetups
People don't feel like a member of the group
And I be feeling like people be upset At me Because I don't Leave my house.
Just I'm a hard person to understand I guess.
Just be feeling Bad and more alone feel like nobody understands me.
Just I can't convince many people in real life to understand me.