WhatIsHappening

I THINK I’M HAVING A MIXED EPISODE?

If you’ve had one PLS comment, I am seeing my therapist today but it would be nice to know I’m not alone?? I know I’ll be okay but also want to get some reassurance from people who’ve been through something like this.

I am in the midst of moving out of my parents house into an apartment with one of my best friends. The excitement & fun of it all has made me hypomanic I think, but I also feel empty at the same time & am craving affection (I am NOT an affectionate person?).

Would love to hear your experience/thoughts/advice :)

#BipolarDisorder #mixedepisode #GettingHelp #Mania #RapidCyclingBipolar #WhatIsHappening

#feelingempthy

Over the past couple months my memory started fading, but that isn't the right word.. I can be fine for a few days to a few weeks. Then all of a sudden it is like someone else was having my thought, so when I try to remember or reevaluate my thought I have no recollection of it. There are things I want to remember and I'm always scared I'm going to forget (just keep swimming.)

That was/is kinda scary. Until yesterday when I reached to scratch my ear and I could have sworn it wasn't my hand and arm.

I'm not quite sure what is happening, but it is scary. #BPD #mentalillness #fighter #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Whatisnormal #lost #CPTSD #Depression #Anxiety #Dissociation #WhatIsHappening

I'm really struggling these days and I don't know what to do. I lost interest in my hobbies. I'm tired of getting up and going to school, I don't attend school often now, I just stay at home and just lay in bed. My family doesn't know a thing about what's happening to me. I don't have real friends that I could talk to because I feel like that they don't actually care if I speak about this. They'll just tell me like I'm overreacting and I'll get over it. I'm stressing about everything now. I don't have an appetite to eat anything, I'm just tired. I sleep late. Sometimes I'm really sad and like angry at the same time and sometimes worrying about anything. No one knows what I feel inside of me and I can't usually explain it. I feel hopeless, useless and a problem to anybody. I don't know what's happening and I really don't know if I have a mental illness. I haven't went to a doctor. I just shared my thoughts here today. Let's support eachother ✨
#MentalIllness #Depression #Anxiety #BipolarDisorder #WhatIsHappening