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My boyfriend and I have been together over two years living together have a puppy planing to get married when he is done with school and move to his home town. Recently he was put on a antidepressant and a antipsychotic bc he has anxiety and couldn’t sleep for days. Once he started the meds he is a completely a different person. His family and mine believe he is manic. This is his first episode. He left me during this and brought a girl to our place while I was gone in the middle of the night.. he is completely different. I lost my best friend. Will he go back to himself again?? #ManicEpisodes #Boyfriend #BipolarDisorder #brokentothecore #SleepApnea #MentalHealth #Manic

My mind knows it wasn’t a healthy relationship, but my heart had hope. I loved him deeply. It’s really hard letting go and it reaching out. I’ve been crying nonstop for the last week and a half and I’m just tired of feeling this way. #Healing #Selflove #Breakups #brokentothecore

I relapsed and I’m so angry at myself my mind is swirling and today I turn 25. #Depression #brokentothecore #Anxiety #PTSD #Trichotillomania #BPD

She felt broken to the core.
Heart ripped from her being, love she felt no more.
Pain and hurt were all she could feel.
Only one card left to deal.
Would she stay or would she go?
Only God could know.
Oh the fear that hides in her eyes
Tears blurring her vision as she crys.
Death knocking at her door.
She opens and with a struggle somehow chooses to refuse.
God's strength is all she can seem to use.
To Kia Kaha is all she knows how,
To Overcome and overturn is all she needs now.
She knows that one day she will be free
And not down on her knee.
Her heart grows stronger everyday.
Knowing that no matter what they say
She hears the words Kia Kaha
And knows all that stands in the end is God's aroha.
With God on her side she can see the day of defeat.
Not through her own power but through the power of the one who defeats.
The card is shownWhat it holds is now known.
The words say it all
She is his perfect jewel.
My child Kia Kaha and rest in me.#Depression #Anxiety #childofgod #lastcard #brokentothecore #kiakaha #restinthefather #youarehisjewel #thedayofdefeatisnear #aroha #mylifediamonds