Despression

It's been a particularly stressful week for me for a multitude of reasons. One, morale at work has gotten low. Because I work as an Activities Coordinator for a private care home, normally it is very rewarding but lately, I've been feeling as if it's not enough.
Also, my boss, one of the nicest people I've worked with, was driven to tears by the difficult family of one of the residents who thinks we are not doing enough and that creates an impact on everyone else. Because of my autism, trying to process everything can sometimes, like now, make me sick from being overstressed. It's also affecting my work performance as well as I struggle to fulfil some tasks for events I need to plan. Also, my home life is difficult which only adds to things. It's just this week has been low and I feel so numb about it. Luckily, I'm meeting a lot of friends at the weekend for a get-together so that will take my mind off things and hopefully next week will be better.

I just needed to get some things off my chest that others on here would understand. It's great to be a part of this community and any support would help. Please and Thanks. 👍👍👍

#AutismSpectrumDisorder #MentalHealth #Anxiety #Despression #Stress #Work

On Spotify I made a playlist only nf and I don’t know a lot of song and I am just vibing Nf da best for me #Despression #musicuntilthedaywedie #NF

I can't tolerate all this hate between me and the life I want to create
i just want to obliterate all the ways i look at my fate
Cut the bond between life and death
Because underneath it all we dont want to accept the reality of this life's futility
So don't hold your breath
Lets just rest
Underneath the water where everything seems calmer

#Despression #Anxiety #losemyself #afraidoftheunknown

I both love and Hate were I work. Some days I do what I can to make sure what needs to be done, gets done. Then there are days where I feel like at some point I keep expecting to be fired for being a total fuck up. Those are the days where it seems like everything goes wrong. I've tried to explain to my managers what I'm going through, and they make like they think they understand, but they don't really know specifically WHAT I'm really going through. Everyone expirenceses mental illnesses differently, I HATE that I can't get through to everyone that I work with. It's agonizing. I just wish I could FINALLY get the disability I deserve.

#Teacher
#Stress
#Anxiety
#Despression
#DiabetesType2

Realizing this is a big piece to my puzzle. Any thoughts tips tricks? Anything helps. #ADHD #RejectionSensitiveDysphoria #Despression #Anxiety #ObsessiveCompulsiveandRelatedDisorders

Going to go spend some time tomorrow with my daughter and her boyfriend. I enjoy seeing them but I realy hate leaving the house when I don’t have to. But I know that I will enjoy myself if I just force myself to do it ya know? I hate that I am so anti socia but I do wish I could just climb into my comfortable little bubble and just stay there. #Despression #antisocialbehaviors

#Epilepsy